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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
i can't do it. Repetitiveness makes me want to die. The same shit every day year by year. I think it's because I don't have a social circle. I think it's because I don't have a family. It's the same shit over and over. How do people not go insane? Or maybe a lot are insane but have to hide it?

It's like your stuck in a prison even though you are free. It's absurd. I think suicide is the only way out
 
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Morbid Cam

Morbid Cam

Member
Oct 28, 2018
51
I'm like that too, I hate the monotony of life and it's really an inevitable thing, for one part of your life it's going to school and then coming home and then the next it's just going to work and coming home. It really sucks but I guess that's why you have to try to find something you love to do I've been trying to chase the thing I love but I'm sick of the disappointments already
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Give or take a few small differences 10 years ago when I was 18 I'm living the same. Just endless isolation locked in a room, no social life, nowhere to go and nothing to do. Without a social circle life is just empty nothingness. Most pensioners have a more exciting life than mine.
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
i can't do it. Repetitiveness makes me want to die. The same shit every day year by year. I think it's because I don't have a social circle. I think it's because I don't have a family. It's the same shit over and over. How do people not go insane? Or maybe a lot are insane but have to hide it?

It's like your stuck in a prison even though you are free. It's absurd. I think suicide is the only way out

I have no damn clue! Everyday for decades, same cubicle, same jokes, same ride home.

And i hate hearing them get excited about Fridays. Damn silly hypocrites. They are essentially wishing their lives away.
I just want One last LAST FRIDAY. But, I'm crazy.
(I know it's not just pertaining to work but it's where i am at the moment).
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
Give or take a few small differences 10 years ago when I was 18 I'm living the same. Just endless isolation locked in a room, no social life, nowhere to go and nothing to do. Without a social circle life is just empty nothingness. Most pensioners have a more exciting life than mine.

Ok, i get this. There is very little variation in my life either. But, it's a last ditch effort to hold on to some semblance of sanity. Plus, I'm well aware of the fact that I'm pushing a rock back up the same hill - one of the many reasons i despise existence. But, the others don't seem to give it any thought. They seem to enjoy it.

Routine is inescapable when you existence.
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Ok, i get this. There is very little variation in my life either. But, it's a last ditch effort to hold on to some semblance of sanity. Plus, I'm well aware of the fact that I'm pushing a rock back up the same hill - one of the many reasons i despise existence. But, the others don't seem to give it any thought. They seem to enjoy it.

Routine is inescapable when you existence.
Yeah it's inherent in life when we are creatures of habit and are also slaves, some people just have more extreme measures of it. I can just look at another country like China though and realise it can be even worse.
 
Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
Yeah it's inherent in life when we are creatures of habit and are also slaves, some people just have more extreme measures of it. I can just look at another country like China though and realise it can be even worse.
But it wouldn't be worse. It would just be your norm, if that makes sense.

Everyone has it worse than someone else. That does little to comfort me. It actually makes it worse!
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
I hate repetition. It just gives me less to live for.
 
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