How do I minimize suffering for others with my suicide?

[SockAlias]

I want to commit suicide by train decapitation but I want to minimize the suffering of the train conductor and the people who would clean up my corpse. I would go about suicide with another method if I could. But there are no other reliable methods of suicide I can think of. Maybe I could wrap myself in a blanket to deal with the blood splatter? And maybe I could leave a note saying it's not their fault? Can someone help come up with some ideas?

 

[scarecrowbubu]

I can see that you are a very kind soul. Unfortunately I think there is no way to make this way less traumatic for the bystanders. Since it being your concern you might consider a more private way to ctb. Hope you find your path for peaceness that most suits you. ❤

 

[DeathToSpiesSMERSH]

Even if you leave note saying it's not their fault and it was up to you etc etc, they would still feel accountable for your death, they were operating the train that led to your death.

I will not suggest any other methods or anything of that sort, but please, PLEASE, rethink this heavily, this will destroy innocent people in so many ways.

 

[mister bombastic]

You could wear absorbing clothes or already be in a body bag to hide the body from kids and keep everything in a bag

 

[glitterypearls]

you sadly cant. not only is the train driver going to see it but even passengers would feel the shaking of hitting a body which is wildly known for most people who use trains (I seen a video about it on tiktok with someone filming the shaking they felt from someone jumping in front of the train) I wish you the best and no judgement here I know how hard it's to access methods

 

[howswho]

I want to commit suicide by train decapitation but I want to minimize the suffering of the train conductor and the people who would clean up my corpse. I would go about suicide with another method if I could. But there are no other reliable methods of suicide I can think of. Maybe I could wrap myself in a blanket to deal with the blood splatter? And maybe I could leave a note saying it's not their fault? Can someone help come up with some ideas?

It's not really about what it looks like that would hurt the people closest to you (although I couldn't imagine it would help). It's more so the fact that you would be gone. So unfortunately, there isn't really any way.

 

[Valky]

You trying to keep your remains to 'yourself' as best as possible is very cute.

But sadly, you can't reduce the trauma you are causing to others. I agree with stuff being said above about really rethinking this. There are so many other option, if you really wanna go through with it I recommend you looking through these.

 

[hellispink]

They will forget about it in a few days. That is how humans are, nothing to worry about.

 

[SockAlias]

I can see that you are a very kind soul. Unfortunately I think there is no way to make this way less traumatic for the bystanders. Since it being your concern you might consider a more private way to ctb. Hope you find your path for peaceness that most suits you. ❤

Thank you. I appreciate the kind words. I'll make it my mission to wait until I can CTB privately with a shotgun. I'm not old enough yet. I was going through an especially rough time when I wrote this, and still am. I wish you well and hopefully you find hope in this dark world we live in.