How do I know it's the right moment to ctb

[lkjhgfdsa1]

I am really curious about what you think.

What happened for you in the past that you failed or backed out?

I really need to do it soon. I need advice.

I think there can never truly be a "right" moment, but still... why do we keep trying?

 

[iloverachel]

I feel when we have tried everything to get better but nothing seems to work, and when we feel hopeless and trapped, and the bad in life strongly outweighs the good, then its possibly time to ctb. It is something everyone should decide for themselves when the right moment is.
I personally feel I should have killed myself years ago, but I am alive for my parents sake for now,

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe only the individual knows that after all, it's their life and their personal decision. But anyway best wishes.

 

[lostinwoe]

when everything starts to get boring and dull like the times when you can't even enjoy music

that's the moment I tried with partial and it's also the moment I'm going to drink SN

 

[everythingoes]

I've been struggling with suicidal ideation for many years, about a decade now, but I didn't try to kill myself because I still had some hope that it would get better. All that hope is gone now. Something I went through recently was the tipping point, it made me realise some things about myself and my life. Now I'm more afraid to keep on living than to die. It feels like all my roads have come to an end. This is my personal experience. As FuneralCry said, only you can know.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I've been struggling with suicidal ideation for many years, about a decade now, but I didn't try to kill myself because I still had some hope that it would get better. All that hope is gone now. Something I went through recently was the tipping point, it made me realise some things about myself and my life. Now I'm more afraid to keep on living than to die. It feels like all my roads have come to an end. This is my personal experience. As FuneralCry said, only you can know.

That describes my life to a tee. I am so fucking sorry.

 

[cowboypants]

I am really curious about what you think.

What happened for you in the past that you failed or backed out?

I really need to do it soon. I need advice.

I think there can never truly be a "right" moment, but still... why do we keep trying?

When you have tried everything you can to get out and failed. I have been relapsing into depression time to time. I just thought I might figure out when I grow, otherwise I was just waiting to find a painless and kinda less scary method.

Also, I realize my anxiety is just here to stay

My questionable career

Screwed up reputation among peers

Mom is sending me job related videos as I type T_T

 

[Havnis]

I believe only the individual knows that after all, it's their life and their personal decision. But anyway best wishes.

Yeah you know that it is personal, he asked how to know it?

I am really curious about what you think.

What happened for you in the past that you failed or backed out?

I really need to do it soon. I need advice.

I think there can never truly be a "right" moment, but still... why do we keep trying?

Idk, if there's not a profound reason pushes you to suicide then I guess you just need to make a reason for it since suicide is irrational. Just ask @Alexei_Kirillov I remember she made a thread about it.