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Iloveyoumommy

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May 18, 2026
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For reference I live in Australia and I found some SN online. But how the hell do I know if it is legit or not? I dont know if I am allowed to post links or the country or source but what can I look for?

Okay edit: I found one that ships Australia wide. It says 97% but it's not on the dark web or anything. How can I find out?

Sodium Nitrite 97% Extrapure (500gm/Plastic Bottle)

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One of them says 'curing salt for meat (as well as SN) but nothing about purity plus it seems too easy? I am not very tech savvy so if I found it anybody can. The other one says NaNO2 and again, no idea about legitimacy?

Sorry if I am posting something not allowed, I am so so desperate to find peace at last and SN seems to be the most peaceful and least painful way to do that
Thank you all in advance
 
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will they send it to a non business

most online will not
 
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Don't know about 2nd one but for the 1st one, if it's curing salt for meat, it's probably a blend with SN therefore the concentration/quality isn't high enough to be a valid/safe option.
 
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Iloveyoumommy

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Don't know about 2nd one but for the 1st one, if it's curing salt for meat, it's probably a blend with SN therefore the concentration/quality isn't high enough to be a valid/safe option.
Ohhh thanks, I didn't know that. I thought the whole point of SN is to cure meat? Thats helpful though, I guess I was suspicious, it cant be that easy. Thanks again
will they send it to a non business

most online will not
Oh thank you, i saw something like that in other threads. I feel so lost, how on earth have others managed? :(
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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Ohhh thanks, I didn't know that. I thought the whole point of SN is to cure meat?
That is correct but due to high toxicity of SN curing salt for meat, at least those i could find, contain only 0,6% of sodium nitrite to prevent accidental overdose and making your sausage deadly.
 
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Iloveyoumommy

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That is correct but due to high toxicity of SN curing salt for meat, at least those i could find, contain only 0,6% of sodium nitrite to prevent accidental overdose and making your sausage deadly.
Oh that's what the 0.6% means. Damn. I thought it was too easy ahaha

Thanks for sparing me wasting my time and money
 
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abcdefg789

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May 8, 2026
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I think it's impossible to determine if it is legit or not.
 
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voc_89

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I don't encourage or discourage. For me, I make sure, 1000%,what I do will result in what I want. Thats all
 
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abcdefg789

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May 8, 2026
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Also, SN not necessarily peaceful. You may want to look at failed SN attempts on this site.
 
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Iloveyoumommy

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Also, SN not necessarily peaceful. You may want to look at failed SN attempts on this site.
Yeah, I'm scared to but you're probably right.
Do you know where I can find a more peaceful option? I saw a thread of non methods that should not be attempted but not one of more peaceful methods. I'm a coward and wanna do it in the least painful way (as far as possible obviously, considering).
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Yeah, I'm scared to but you're probably right.
Do you know where I can find a more peaceful option? I saw a thread of non methods that should not be attempted but not one of more peaceful methods. I'm a coward and wanna do it in the least painful way (as far as possible obviously, considering).

Right, that's one of the sticky threads. In all honesty, there is very little point of being on this site for those who don't read them (unless they just want a place to vent, I guess). The suicide resource compilation megathread is the most informative of them all. It has links to threads with info on all viable methods. It's up to you to decide which viable method seems most peaceful (or least objectionable) to you. Find the 📌sticky 📌 threads (located above the regular threads in this part of the site), and all that info will be yours.
 
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babyneo1

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Yeah, I'm scared to but you're probably right.
Do you know where I can find a more peaceful option? I saw a thread of non methods that should not be attempted but not one of more peaceful methods. I'm a coward and wanna do it in the least painful way (as far as possible obviously, considering).
That's why there is a protocol, to aid achieving peaceful CTB
 
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abcdefg789

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Yeah, I'm scared to but you're probably right.
Do you know where I can find a more peaceful option? I saw a thread of non methods that should not be attempted but not one of more peaceful methods. I'm a coward and wanna do it in the least painful way (as far as possible obviously, considering).
I haven't come across a peaceful method other than N honestly. Whenver I think I've found one, i search on this site and find people who've had bad experiences with it. I think it's almost a myth that you can die easily and painlessly.
 
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volo

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Apr 22, 2026
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Yeah, I'm scared to but you're probably right.
Do you know where I can find a more peaceful option? I saw a thread of non methods that should not be attempted but not one of more peaceful methods. I'm a coward and wanna do it in the least painful way (as far as possible obviously, considering).
I haven't come across a peaceful method other than N honestly. Whenver I think I've found one, i search on this site and find people who've had bad experiences with it. I think it's almost a myth that you can die easily and painlessly.
This is correct, from what I found. Every method includes some kind of pain/drwaback or another. Unfortunately.
If you want to be 100% sure in the Sn you gotta test, per guides here, which is imprecise and a pain. Or maybe the blood test is conclusive, dunno.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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This is correct, from what I found. Every method includes some kind of pain/drwaback or another. Unfortunately.
If you want to be 100% sure in the Sn you gotta test, per guides here, which is imprecise and a pain. Or maybe the blood test is conclusive, dunno.
Noooo, the threads on bad SN from PC prove the blood test is not enough.
 
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Right, that's one of the sticky threads. In all honesty, there is very little point of being on this site for those who don't read them (unless they just want a place to vent, I guess). The suicide resource compilation megathread is the most informative of them all. It has links to threads with info on all viable methods. It's up to you to decide which viable method seems most peaceful (or least objectionable) to you. Find the 📌sticky 📌 threads (located above the regular threads in this part of the site), and all that info will be yours.
This! "In all honesty, there is very little point of being on this site for those who don't read them "
Thank you @DeathSweetDeath
 
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Iloveyoumommy

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Right, that's one of the sticky threads. In all honesty, there is very little point of being on this site for those who don't read them (unless they just want a place to vent, I guess). The suicide resource compilation megathread is the most informative of them all. It has links to threads with info on all viable methods. It's up to you to decide which viable method seems most peaceful (or least objectionable) to you. Find the 📌sticky 📌 threads (located above the regular threads in this part of the site), and all that info will be yours.
I get where you're coming from and I agree but I suffer from developmental disabilities and struggle with vast volumes of information. I do try and read but find it overwhelming where to start. I don't necessarily expect easy answers but even where to begin. But you answered with the sticky threads part so I'll start there
 
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Jadeith

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This is correct, from what I found. Every method includes some kind of pain/drwaback or another. Unfortunately.
Our organisms were designed to survive, not to have on/off switch. And surviving is what they do best (most of the time) so shutting it down, and painlessly too, is not an easy feat.
 

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