Venting How do I end it?

[yaa]

Yeah it's evident .. I'm meant to suffer.. I don't deserve this.. how do you get to a point of actually ending it. What does it take to finally do it? Do I need something bad to happen to me to break me more so I can end it? Tired of crying and feeling trapped in this life how do I push through to get it over with.. nothing's watching over me protecting me caring for me. The world's a cold place.. indifferent.. and if that's how it is I want no part of it. I've felt bad enough how much more mad do I have to feel to finally end it? Like I'm done coping.. tired of being scared of what's after and what dying feels like.. how do I do it

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I'm personally always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence. But anyway I wish you the best.