louboutinsuicide
i don wanna die i jus dk how 2 live
- Dec 30, 2025
- 19
my bf is probably dead set on splitting up this time (this is break up number #1542 in 5 month period). i don't want him to do that. i moved into a house where he was in it already with roommates and we have been discussing moving out. i need to devise something.
i found a place i can move to probably before he gets back from work tomorrow. plan is leaving a letter but no idea what to put on it. no idea if silence will bring him back or bombarding him, he has told me he likes toxic effort like if i showed up to his work or fucking something.
but then i heard he's impulse moving into a place way above budget just for the sake of not being around i guess. i am afraid he will take me leaving first as complete abandonment when i just need him to understand we need some time separately to work on ourselves before reconvening. i fucking love the fuck out of this fucking specimen he's warped it in his mind to believe i have wanted to cheat and eat him like praying mantis this entire time. it hurts it hurts. i just need some Machiavellian type advice
i found a place i can move to probably before he gets back from work tomorrow. plan is leaving a letter but no idea what to put on it. no idea if silence will bring him back or bombarding him, he has told me he likes toxic effort like if i showed up to his work or fucking something.
but then i heard he's impulse moving into a place way above budget just for the sake of not being around i guess. i am afraid he will take me leaving first as complete abandonment when i just need him to understand we need some time separately to work on ourselves before reconvening. i fucking love the fuck out of this fucking specimen he's warped it in his mind to believe i have wanted to cheat and eat him like praying mantis this entire time. it hurts it hurts. i just need some Machiavellian type advice
