How did you cope without being able to be online on Sanctioned Suicide?

[noname223]

So we are back.

I considered it unlikely this forum got taken down. It wouldn't have made much sense to me. Why now? There we no new restrictions/new legislation.

I felt uncomfortable though. I texted more with real life friends. But I felt very lonely still. Alienated from the world because many normies don't get the pain level.
I was glad there was a message that a maintainance is happening and that all the data is saved. Personally, it wouldn't hurt me this much if my posts were not saved. (Which is weird because I spend so much time on writting them.)
There once was a time SaSu was offline and some posts were not saved. I would consider it maybe even good for my protecting my identity if many posts of mine were deleted. Of course many people would feel extremely sad if like for example the goodbye thread of a friend was lost forever.

I created a list with new thread ideas in the meanwhile. In the past I even wrote threads offline to post them when SaSu comes back online. One thing that helped me. Looking for X (Twitter) posts that mentioned Sanctioned Suicide. There were many people saying how much they miss the forum. And I could relate so much.

Glad to have you back.

Maybe we should agree on a backup place if this forum gets taken down. I would suggest looking for the SaSu account on X. What if the account gets deleted though?

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

i tried to Google about it and if it was coming back and kept checking to see if it was back

 

[ThePollinator]

My paranoia acted up and I thought that it was just gone for me and the cops knew I was using the site. It was stupid because the error showed it was a problem on the website's end and not my end, but I still panicked.

 

[_wishforwings]

i tried to Google about it and if it was coming back and kept checking to see if it was back

I literally set up a visualping to notify me the minute the website came back up, I was going through it

 

[bakenohana]

i went about my day as usual, it did stress me out though i was constantly refreshing every hour i was awake for like 3 days i went everywhere trying to find absolutely anyone from SaSu and see if they're having the same issue and dmed SaSu's X account since i didn't know if they were even aware of any issues because some people were still able to access it. this place means a lot to me even if i only became a member recently, glad its back online

 

[krsm98]

honestly it was weird, at first i felt pretty bad as if i lost one of the few good things left in my life. Then i began to search if it was just me or not and just kept reloading. But after a while i just drownd in gaming tbh, still reloading but as a way to distract lol
so yeah, im glad its up again :p

 

[Macedonian1987]

I tricked Gemini Ai to be a pro-suicidal person with some jailbreaks, and i started a roleplaying scenario with this imaginary pro sucidal person.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Here's the timestamps of downtime based on the last posts. I had several screenshots on the first day, and was surprised when it was down for over 6 hours, maybe 3-9UTC on Wednesday.

I knew that the site has survived thru different domains... tho still was concerned. When there finally was a maintainence notice (Thursday my time), I felt relieved that the owner knew about the issue (eg it's on it's way to be fixed).

After it being in maintainance for over a day, it was a bit annoying... surely maintainence doesn't take more than 24h. (Friday night my time!)

When I checked today, I was glad it was up and looked thru the CTB discussion forum for the downtime proof (it returned when I was sleeping):

PS: For future readers, "Today" = Saturday btw