TrailerTrash
Just Passing Through
- Oct 10, 2019
- 240
My ReBreather - testing shows it works great and I'll just fall asleep with no scary chemical or violent exit process.
Lilacmoon
Beautiful moon, take me away.
- Sep 23, 2020
- 1,308
Because of limited options/money... it's either SN or drowning :T The choice is, uh, obvious.
Rn110bg101
I want to go home
- Apr 18, 2019
- 412
Been through the SN before, I know it can kill, just gotta be strong and patient enough to let it do the work in your body and keep it all in.
deadbeat
Member
- Sep 9, 2020
- 89
SN because it's cheap and easily available, doesn't leave a horrible looking body, relatively painless and relatively quiet.
SelfLiberation
Thinking about ctb ever since I can remember
- Oct 8, 2020
- 38
SN because it's psychology easier for me to drink something, and hanging as a back up in case SN fails since it's easy to get/make and hypoxia feels good.
woxihuanni
Illuminated
- Aug 19, 2019
- 3,299
Partial hang...lots of people do it so it can't be that bad. Not interested in going the SN route that's hard for me.
KClown
Member
- Oct 20, 2020
- 65
Vertical cut of the wrist and jugular. Maybe try to seppuku and fail miserably.
Guess I am masochistic
Guess I am masochistic
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
I had to ask myself if I was someone who could reasonably do something like hang myself, jump from a tall building etc. and the answer was definitely not. So that narrowed it down to SN, which I doubt I can do or maybe... so far not sure. I haven't found something I know I could do.
Metalhead
Born slippy
- Sep 21, 2020
- 192
I have contemplated many different methods and tried a couple. Overdose resulted in 10 days in a coma, partial came very close but the SI kicked in hard leaving me with a bruised and painful neck. .I also considered jumping and checked out a few spots but realised I basically didn't have the balls to jump. Trains still draw me to them and living close to a railway line I have stood at the side and watched them pass and it almost puts me in a trance like state. I go all light headed and unsteady on my feet, maybe this is from a huge adrenaline surge or it's once again that SI kicking in. I have decided on SN after lots of research and the availability. Am planning to follow the stat dose as per Stans guide, almost have everything sorted.
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Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
It didn't fail, I failed because I didn't give it much time. Literally thought I messed up and called 911 and admit myself into the psych ward. If I had waited 4-5 more minutes more, I wouldn't be here today.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
Sorry to keep asking questions but how long did you wait, in minutes, before you called 911? Were you in pain? I'm just trying to figure out if I can and should do it.
I would like to do SN, but it seems hard to get, and I'm in the UK
Hanging seems the only option, but I'm struggling to Understand partial
Hanging seems the only option, but I'm struggling to Understand partial
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
I have a hard time figuring that out too. There are not many pictures of it.
Absolutely painless, didn't even throw up even though I didn't take any metos. Just thought the first 20 minutes was a dud. It was after I called and they were coming that I started to feel dizzy and my legs felt like they were swept under me. Woke up 18 days later in the hospital. I may do a thread on my experiences, I get PTSD a bit when I try to recall those memories.
From what I've read, charcoal / CO in an enclosed space is apparently peaceful and painless... SN also piques my interest but it isn't so easy to obtain in the UK.
Hanging. It's not my preferred method but I don't have any other options.
voyager
Don't you dare go hollow...
- Nov 25, 2019
- 965
Ideally, my method would be as instant and reliable as possible. To me that's gunshot or decapitation. Accessibility is a problem though so I followed the crowd, ie SN. If it knocks me out and kills me, perfect, but sometimes it doesn't and that worries me since my greatest fear is failing. Might switch or improvise because of these doubts.
My method is gun since it is most reliable method. Btw it is quite easy to obtain gun licence in Czech Republic.
cii
"Well, it's groundhog day. Again."
- Oct 24, 2020
- 55
SN if I can get my hands on it (unlikely) or a shit ton of benzos and then hanging before they kick in. I tend to have panic attacks before suicide attempts and benzos calmed me down. No other method is available to me.
hazlocxs
Member
- Oct 26, 2020
- 5
hazlocxs
Member
- Oct 26, 2020
- 5
cemetorium
Member
- Oct 26, 2020
- 86
most likely hanging due to limited availability of options. possibly drowning or jumping if it doesn't end up being plausible for me.
though i'd like to do SN if i somehow figure out how to acquire it where i live
though i'd like to do SN if i somehow figure out how to acquire it where i live
Uh well I don't know honestly. I think it's a mix of the pain factors and how easy it is. For me personally I'll go for a shotgun over anything else, if I'm going to do it once, I'm going to do it right. I have fear a lot though, even when I mock-practice putting the gun against my head, I need to control my fears.
I wish I didn't live in a country with such tight gun control so I could CBT with a gun
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