
Hollowillow
The only place that allows negative feelings.
- Aug 7, 2022
- 1,515
I thought it was full hanging, but someone said partial? With belt? Tied us where? I always imagine people magically ganging from the ceiling... Would light fixtures or fans be solid enough? Doubtful.
After calling for help all day & be humiliated endlessly ... I learned a slipknot & tested it in the shower. I have a huge vertical metal tube to slide the shower lower. I chickened out.
At first I choked & blood accumulated in my head. Then I turned the knot on my neck. It's weird because I could breathe comfy but I almost slipped asleep. That's when SI kicked in. Is it possible to hand myself correctly while still be able to breathe? Did I successfuly cut blood flow? I thought I had to choke for air to succeed that. I didn't even feel huge pressure in my head. Did I almost fall asleep because I was just tired? Or hanging doesn't have to be chocking fir air with a brain about to explode. I can't bear the pressure in my head .. but I don't want to fail... Is being able to breathe a big fail? Tips? Thanks.
After calling for help all day & be humiliated endlessly ... I learned a slipknot & tested it in the shower. I have a huge vertical metal tube to slide the shower lower. I chickened out.
At first I choked & blood accumulated in my head. Then I turned the knot on my neck. It's weird because I could breathe comfy but I almost slipped asleep. That's when SI kicked in. Is it possible to hand myself correctly while still be able to breathe? Did I successfuly cut blood flow? I thought I had to choke for air to succeed that. I didn't even feel huge pressure in my head. Did I almost fall asleep because I was just tired? Or hanging doesn't have to be chocking fir air with a brain about to explode. I can't bear the pressure in my head .. but I don't want to fail... Is being able to breathe a big fail? Tips? Thanks.