Hmm, not to burst your bubble, but no one will allow you to ctb in their apartment. This will put their family in legal trouble. And what if they survive and you ctb? They go to jail for life. Not a risk worth taking for anyone.
Better to take steps on procuring your own resources/ safe place even if it takes time.
I didn't think about that, but then if they have more money they could rent an hotel or know other quiet places in their area.
Sorry to sound mean but from this and other posts- you sound young- 18?
Yes, 18.
I think other people here may feel more at risk if they arrange to CTB with you. ESPECIALLY if they are older.
Maybe I can find someone in my age.
If say- someone here gives you direct information on a method- or, provides the means for you both to CTB- and if something goes wrong and they survive- I imagine they could be in a whole shit load of trouble.
I am currently planning it, I will look into carbon monoxide, maybe I can combine that with the bdo+benzos method, doesn't matter what happens if we survive if we are both dead.
Ironically- it would probably be more 'beneficial' for law enforcement or journalists to pose as an 18 year old on here to see just how far other members are willing to go in aiding them. Not to say I doubt that you're for real but really- any of us could be anyone I'm afraid.
True.
I think trying to find a CTB partner is very risky- rapes and murders have been connected to it.
For murder, I don't care as long as it isn't painful.
For painful murder and rape I could bring a weapon for the worst case scenario but I will take the risk if there is a chance to die.
Plus- sorry to guilt trip you but it puts an enormous amount of risk on that other person. You've mentioned how strict your parents are. Presumably they would be utterly furious if someone here tried to aid you. If that other person survives, what do you think would happen? Even if they don't, would your family want answers from their family?
For the surviving part, I don't think that will happen with bdo+benzo plus carbon monxide.
I think what my mother will do is kill herself, my sister will probably go in a psych ward cause she would think it would help her and my brother would consume downers daily.
Besides that many others don't care about what happens to their family after that so as long as we both are dead it wouldn't matter to them if my family would contact them then.