How can i kill myself without feeling like i'm actually killing myself?

[loser41]

I need a way to disconnect from the fact that I'm doing it. Something similar to falling asleep and not waking up. Is there a pill or something I can overdose on, then follow up with a bunch of insomnia pills? Or something like sitting in a garage filled with carbon monoxide where you just drift off? I have a car but I don't have a garage. It's a 2005 Honda Accord. Please help me. I really want to leave

Also, not as important, how anyone ever legally died? What did it feel like?

 

[Anon1337]

Nitrogen and exit bag.

 

[Virgo]

Why?

 

[anthomaniac]

i've heard partially hanging is a good way to do it, you basically black out due to lack of blood in your brain but it feels like being dizzy and then just drifting off. The ctb by carbon monoxide is also a very peaceful way to go, but you need a garage or to put up a tube that goes directly from the tube engine where the carbon moxide goes off to the inside of the car and lock yourself in, i heard that could work. About sleeping pills i don't know much

 

[Deutschv2]

I understand you, 1 thing that worked for me was carbon monoxide, i fucked up the method like an idiot but if you have a brain you can do it right, make it so that you have a CO filled car, then force yourself to put yourself in the car, it's easy to feel like you aren't dying but just entering your car (obviously an exaggeration, you will still probably hesitate, but far easier than say hanging)

 

[loser41]

Why?

im too much of a coward to kill myself by doing something like shooting myself. i don't think i can make that final movement by myself.

 

[loser41]

I understand you, 1 thing that worked for me was carbon monoxide, i fucked up the method like an idiot but if you have a brain you can do it right, make it so that you have a CO filled car, then force yourself to put yourself in the car, it's easy to feel like you aren't dying but just entering your car (obviously an exaggeration, you will still probably hesitate, but far easier than say hanging)

how can i fill my car with CO? and how long will it take for me to die? should i bring anything like food or my phone? i live in a college dorm so i don't have access to a garage or anything like that but im sure it'd be easy to find a place to do it at

 

[Virgo]

im too much of a coward to kill myself by doing something like shooting myself. i don't think i can make that final movement by myself.

Why are your scared of killing yourself? If you aren't determined to die, suicide might not be the best option.

 

[Deutschv2]

how can i fill my car with CO? and how long will it take for me to die? should i bring anything like food or my phone? i live in a college dorm so i don't have access to a garage or anything like that but im sure it'd be easy to find a place to do it at

There are 2 primary methods to CO: Charcoal, and formic/sulfuric acid. Charcoal - https://8ch.net/suicide/res/36746.html
Formicsulfuric - https://8ch.net/suicide/res/30332.html
How long will it take? Well assuming you do formic/sulfuric I believe if you leave the acids generating in the car for like 10 minutes then go in death should be rapid 10 min tops but don't quote me on this figure. Food or phone not neccesary but your choice. I would recommend putting warning signs so you dont hurt anyone else. Also if you want further research a good resource is called Peaceful Pill Handbook it's for download in the "resources" thread (get the august 2018 one it's the latest) gl with everything.

 

[worldexploder]

Using any substance that doesn't produce a panic response such as nitrogen, helium, and N.

About cars - since the 90s, automakers have been designing vehicles to be more environmental. As a consequence, the lack of Co2 emissions coming out of the exhaust pipe means that closing the garage and starting your car is no longer a viable option. If you want to go that way, you're gonna have to find an older vehicle.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

I think if you can compare it to something else that happened that wasn't bad or actually felt good.

In high school, I used to punch myself in the head all the time. It used to feel great. This bullet in the brain would be the best feeling punch ever delivered. And I think of the brain and blood splattering out as if it was one giant pimple that will be so relieving to pop.

This is gonna happen soon. I'm just too excited about it not to make it happen. Killing myself, the idea of it is just the best thing ever. Gives me so much hope knowing I'm going to die.

 

[Jack]

im planning on taking poison yew tincture. If I make it correctly I should just fall asleep and never wake up.

 

[vvvvv]

im planning on taking poison yew tincture. If I make it correctly I should just fall asleep and never wake up.

All I've ever read about trying to poison oneself is that the odds of you ending up on life-support instead are rather high unless you know exactly what you're doing. Your body has an incredible amount of ways to rid itself of poison, especially the kind you eat or drink.

 

[Jack]

All I've ever read about trying to poison oneself is that the odds of you ending up on life-support instead are rather high unless you know exactly what you're doing. Your body has an incredible amount of ways to rid itself of poison, especially the kind you eat or drink.

if you extract the taxine from the yew and eat brugmansia seeds (antiemetic) right before drinking the taxine brew its pretty solid that you'll die comfortably. There are several threads on this website that go into it. I wouldn't take just any plant poison but this one seems to be well documented to work.

 

[vvvvv]

if you extract the taxine from the yew and eat brugmansia seeds (antiemetic) right before drinking the taxine brew its pretty solid that you'll die comfortably. There are several threads on this website that go into it. I wouldn't take just any plant poison but this one seems to be well documented to work.

Very interesting... I did some more reading and it appears that you're right.
I must admit that poisoning is one of the methods I've kinda disregarded straight away, I had a drunk discussion with my ex girlfriend's dad who is a physician and has seen some things, very much including people who have tried to poison themselves.

 

[Jack]

Very interesting... I did some more reading and it appears that you're right.
I must admit that poisoning is one of the methods I've kinda disregarded straight away, I had a drunk discussion with my ex girlfriend's dad who is a physician and has seen some things, very much including people who have tried to poison themselves.

damn yeah id imagine a lot of poisons make for a really ugly experience

 

[deflagrat]

You can try hoarding Amitryptiline, here is the link. There are hundreds of documented deaths with the method (source here).