how are you ?

[mii]

hi,, how r u ? :3

 

[falling_snow]

ok ig ._.
how about u? ·w·

 

[asobersomber]

Hi,

Thanks for asking , I'm terrible. I'm angry, jaded, resentful, sad, and lonely.

How are you?

 

[DaveNotSleeping]

Today honestly not too bad. Not sure how long that is going to last though.

 

[Ethel]

A bit satisfied, ate chocolate and played games today to cope,although nothing happened today,I was able to be distracted successfully soo I'm a bit content tonight

 

[Homulily]

Awful.
Drinking and smoking. Prob gonna cut afterwards

 

[ezziiooo678]

a bit anxious

 

[Abyssal]

Emotional turmoil. I don't know what's real.

 

[divinemistress36]

Full of rage

 

[__dystop1a__]

Very angry, empty, hopeless and sad. Asking myself why am I still here

 

[onelastcall]

How do I feel? Come over and kill me please.

 

[Surai]

Ok but I feel im walking the tighrope swaying back and forth each gust could push me the direction but Ill climb it back each day I wake up until I decide I wont climb back up or start over but it seems its never a perfect walk across without falling someway

 

[sweetcreep]

thank you for asking. i feel like a lot of us here perhaps don't get asked this often enough. honestly, i've been worse. i'm a bit drunk right now, i've been doing that to cope and to keep myself from self-harming a lot. many times, i just feel numb and like i'm just pointlessly going through the motions. i also feel very alone. i'm really sad, but still smiling cause what else can i do? i hope things are well for you at the moment.

 

[LastLoveSong]

ass hbu

 

[mint]

Not great

 

[ringo99]

Same way I've been for the last 20 years. Angry, sad and suicidal with fleeting seconds of contentment

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm suffering because I'm alive so of course I feel shitty and miserable

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of existing and always hoping to never suffer in this existence again that I always saw as so cruel and torturous, it brings me so much pain how I cannot just have the option to just die in a painless way so I can finally be at peace from this existence that only ever caused me to suffer. Personally only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'd always prefer to not exist but more than anything I wish I never suffered at all, I wish I could just erase my existence.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Not good. The only thought I have in my head lately is - "Am I really going to ctb? Am I really going to be able to pull this off?"

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

in terror of life and this evil world. but i have to tell others irl when they ask "how are you? " i have to say "i'm good" . can't let them suspect i want to kill these monstrous cells they call a human body i'm inprisoned in . only here can i say some of the truth like that i want to kill myself i want to die and no one can convince me there is a good reason or an objective reason why i nor any other sentient being should have to want to live another second.

 

[outrider567]

Lonely, empty, full of depair and full of hopelessness

 

[Lish]

I am dead inside. The only passion left is for reading and writing.

I haven't been able to go to the gym or keep on my diet, consistently at least, for months.

Current circumstances are pushing me toward ctb but I'm extremely particular about how I go. Mostly because I really only get one shot at this. If I fail, it's going to be eternal stigma, medical bills, and being trapped in a much worse version of this life.

So, right now, I'm letting life beat the shit out of me while I try to cope, hoping that I'll find that one guaranteed way to ctb. Like fate.

 

[aceless_spade]

Sad. Thought I had a great job interview lined up but I got the name wrong. I am an unemployed burden to my family.

 

[ConstantPain]

Thanks for asking! I agree with those who've said this is the only place I can be truthful with my response.
I'm angry and devastated at the same time. I'm angry because it's so unfair that people who want to live die every day from cancer, other illnesses, car accidents, etc. Why can't I take one of their places?! I don't care if it's painful! In fact, I don't even mind suffering from a terminal illness for awhile because then I could say goodbye and make sure my cats are taken care of. I'd take anything; a stroke, a burst appendix, a gun shot, a fatal stabbing. Anything that can save me from having to kill myself.

 

[LifeIsASadist]

Doing terrible.