leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

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Nov 25, 2023
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I plan to relax do some art, some weed, bubble baths. Watching my favourite shows and eating my favourite food.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,996
Going back and forth on this one but might spend the last days binge watching a shit ton of nostalgia from old pictures, to looking through old school books, tv shows, movies i would wish my last thought could be a nostalgic pleasant one but would be hard when the body is shutting down like it´s hard to really try and feel a pleasant memory before you die if you feel physically unpleasant from a rope or a heroin od etc. they would overpower the good thoughts like trying to remember your favorite memory while getting slapped then it most likely would snap you out of it.

TLDR; I will most likely spend all my time watching nostalgic stuff anything from old tv shows or movies like pokemon, beyblade, yugi-oh, bear in the blue house so on, to watching my old school books and photos of my past and my past friends that is my heaven too and I want to be there as I pass <3
 
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loopdaloop

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Apr 16, 2023
323
Not sure, I'd like to buy a decent pc now that I found a job to play a few games my current hardware can't run
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
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Nothing special. Probably just watching some kdramas i had on my list and that i dont want to miss when i take my sn . Nothing important really
 
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LeWantsToDie

LeWantsToDie

Member
Nov 28, 2023
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Nothing special. Probably just watching some kdramas i had on my list and that i dont want to miss when i take my sn . Nothing important really
A year later but OoO - which kdramas?
Shoot sorry, not a year later - I'm new to SS so I got confused with the joined date and the post date!
 
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hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
A year later but OoO - which kdramas?
Shoot sorry, not a year later - I'm new to SS so I got confused with the joined date and the post date!
The Glory is one that i have been wanting to watch but i feel very triggered because i was bullied too. Another one is called little woman, see you on my 19th life etc. There are some others i have big list. I have been watching kdramas since 2016. What about you? Do you watch them? We should share more about it. 🦋🌙🩵
 
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LeWantsToDie

LeWantsToDie

Member
Nov 28, 2023
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The Glory is one that i have been wanting to watch but i feel very triggered because i was bullied too. Another one is called little woman, see you on my 19th life etc. There are some others i have big list. I have been watching kdramas since 2016. What about you? Do you watch them? We should share more about it. 🦋🌙🩵
I do! Well, not much recently but still. It's very ironic that I'm having the most social interaction I've ever had and sorta making friends on SS but - I liked itaewon class, goblin and I'm a huge fan of zombies and horror so basically train to Busan, kingdom etc.,

As an reply to the main thread, trying to do things I've always been too scared to. I sat on a beanbag the other day and coffee gives me anxiety but I'm going to try a latte soon. Trying to make as many connections as possible - for some reason being forgotten terrifies me but I simultaneously want no one to be sad about my death and forget it as soon as possible. It's confusing. Also trying to do good stuff.
 
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TheLastGreySky

TheLastGreySky

Specialist
Nov 24, 2023
352
I'd do it when I have a day to myself, go out to eat, do something fun, then probably hang from the doorknob, at least my gf might mistake it as some failed attempt at auto erotic asphyxiation so she doesn't blame herself.
I'm not trying to joke about this, but I remember the south park episode with this topic and the people who ctb were all dressed as Batman.

Her : He died as he lived, addicted to weird perversions and a sick sense of humor.
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Kill me
Nov 26, 2023
1,287
Keeping up the act. Don't wanna fuck it up last moment, even if it means writing a god damn essay or some shit.
 
Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
I have a list of foods that I love that I haven't been able to eat for over 25 years now due to autoimmune and digestive issues I developed over the years.

I'm going to eat each and every one of those foods in bulk.

I'll probably have alot of poop in my pants when someone finally discovers my body. But I don't care. I'll be dead 🤣
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
I do! Well, not much recently but still. It's very ironic that I'm having the most social interaction I've ever had and sorta making friends on SS but - I liked itaewon class, goblin and I'm a huge fan of zombies and horror so basically train to Busan, kingdom etc.,

As an reply to the main thread, trying to do things I've always been too scared to. I sat on a beanbag the other day and coffee gives me anxiety but I'm going to try a latte soon. Trying to make as many connections as possible - for some reason being forgotten terrifies me but I simultaneously want no one to be sad about my death and forget it as soon as possible. It's confusing. Also trying to do good stuff.
Goblin is one of my all of favorites. Will never get over it. Its just a masterpiece. Did you watched "all of us are dead" already? Thats another masterpiece its about zombies , its truly good
 
LeWantsToDie

LeWantsToDie

Member
Nov 28, 2023
59
Goblin is one of my all of favorites. Will never get over it. Its just a masterpiece. Did you watched "all of us are dead" already? Thats another masterpiece its about zombies , its truly good
Yeah, I have! I was really hoping for another season but I'm not going to be there by the time it comes out. Unless it comes out sometime this month but that's unlikely
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Too risky for my to do anything nice.

The brain will con me into thinking its worth sticking around and the SI will go into overdrive.

I will just keep going as normal and do all I can to put the brakes on my SI.
 
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JustABug

JustABug

Sinking in my skin
Aug 18, 2023
115
I plan to relax do some art, some weed, bubble baths. Watching my favourite shows and eating my favourite food.
I'm going to camp and get high. Done it before, loved it. I would like to be in a happy place before I ctb.
 
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