Discussion How are you feeling today out of 10? Poll

[HadItAll]

?

 

[Red Desert]

The day has just started for me. I'll give it a 5, then we'll see

 

[WorthlessTrash]

1/10. Dysphoria plaques my mind.

 

[Gonnerr]

0 when i wake up , sad that the nightmare is still real , maybe 6 or 7 at night, i always feel better at night.

 

[unplug]

is it possible to be negative, well I'd say -5/10

 

[bruised]

a 5-6 today which is pretty unusual for me. i've been productive today with studying (yay) and i purchased a laptop so i still have that rush of dopamine from purchasing something nice lol. it also gives me a reason to leave the house and study at the library because luckily there's a super nice library near me! the numb/tired depressed feeling is still passively lurking but i managed to distract my mind today by being productive so i am proud

 

[HadItAll]

2/10 today, having anxiety about 10 different things

 

[Hirokami]

1/10

I was going through traumatic memories for days. To make matters worse, I experienced new traumas yesterday and today as people tend to "comfort" in the worst possible way. Their idea of "comfort" is to yell at me for being in a bad mood, cause me to breakdown in front of people I didn't want to breakdown in front of, victim blame, get physical with me when they suspect I'm on here, and demand that I either repeat myself a hundred times or stop being emo about "whatever". Only thing they taught me was to avoid expressing myself around literally anyone and to keep it all in until I'm alone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Below 0, I'm always tired of still being trapped here, the thought of non existence of course is the only thing that is desirable to me, I wish that I could look forward to death but it feels like a long distance away.

 

[Source Energy]

0 when i wake up , sad that the nightmare is still real , maybe 6 or 7 at night, i always feel better at night.

Me too! I'm always at my lowest when I wake up...I wake up with a mountain on my chest. Better in the evenings, sometimes in a good mood before bed time. I regret having to go to sleep and lose the happy vibe coz I know in the morning I feel like shit again