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mayachcos

mayachcos

Member
Feb 18, 2026
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Currently planning my first serious CTB attempt sometime in early April (with SN), and I'm now thinking of how I want to leave any messages for people I care about. How are yall planning to do it (and with what apps/software/medium)? Hopefully, I want this attempt to be my first and last.
 
walliwalli

walliwalli

Member
Feb 14, 2026
72
a combination of different methods.
for my family: a flash drive with typed notes and everything else they need to know (passwords, bank info, etc.). the flash drive will be left near me.
for acquaintances who i owe responsibilities to: scheduled emails, not outright explaining my death but saying i have to drop whatever responsibility i owed them.
for friends on discord: this is the one i've been scratching my head over the most. i have to send messages to two servers. i was thinking a scheduled message via a bot, but most of those are for recurring messages, not one-time messages. i have to think about it some more.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
257
ive said everything ive needed to say while alive. no need for any final messages. maybe a note that says "im gonna haunt you"
 
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spøgelse

spøgelse

Student
May 14, 2023
108
I never have made one on previous attempts, even when I was younger. Not even when I was a naĂŻve kid. I won't on my next one either.
 
kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
267
For friends, acquaintances and everyone else I plan to leave a short delayed message on my personal blog. Not sure about family. Maybe I should leave a written note on paper or on flash drive (@walliwalli thanks for idea) where I could go deeper and give them everything they need.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
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for friends on discord: this is the one i've been scratching my head over the most. i have to send messages to two servers. i was thinking a scheduled message via a bot, but most of those are for recurring messages, not one-time messages. i have to think about it some more.
i'm dealing with this same issue. idk if my friends on discord will be able to receive a note from me.
 
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