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Totally_nothin

Totally_nothin

Member
Apr 26, 2021
30
Simply - how do u feel today?
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
Bipolar I am down again.
 
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Maaizr

Maaizr

LIGHTSTEALER
Aug 2, 2021
148
cant sleep, head hurts, suicidal thoughts making their rounds, i hate everyone and everything or i feel nothing and it just flips back and forth, i'd say this is a pretty standard saturday morning haha
 
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BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
Depressed, supposed to be dead tomorrow but this was not how I wanted to die. Unsure as to stick to my plans because of my meds and how they effect my mood. Watching The Anna Nicole Show though and it's making me happy :))
 
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Simba

Simba

Missunderstood Potato
Dec 9, 2018
756
Sad
 
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R

rozzy

anyone in Kenya? contact me
Nov 17, 2021
23
idk. Shitty. Struggling
 
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Kennish

Specialist
Aug 17, 2021
379
Suicidal
 
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LonelyBrazilian

LonelyBrazilian

Just a boring guy.
Oct 21, 2021
180
sad, needy and anguished
 
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Grumpy Bear

Grumpy Bear

People are poison
Jul 21, 2021
150
I'm feeling pretty up upbeat bc I only have 42 days left to live. thanks for asking. How about you, @Tapicka??
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,393
The same as usual, I am tired of this life. Everything is hopeless and there is so much dread. I want nothing to do with life, all I want is to sleep and never wake again. This week I have been feeling quite ill as well. Going through that just makes me want to leave more. The way I see it, life is suffering. Death is my freedom, as then I will be at peace and I will never have another thought again.
 
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Dannyboy

Dannyboy

Member
Oct 19, 2019
25
Mixed feelings about anything and everything, drinking. i should not, i should be doing things to improve myself, but it seems i always fuck something up somehow.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Relatively OK. I've been laying in bed all morning… I have to go for a run and then I'm gonna crawl back into bed or maybe get something to eat… Just killing time as usual
 
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Unicornsrnot4dislife

Not meant for this world…….
Nov 12, 2021
128
It should be a good day as it's my anniversary tomorrow, but sickening sadness over shadows and I just had an argument with my husband. And I feel everything is my fault again, as usual. Really trying not to SH :(
Sending everyone hugs 🤗🤗
 
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BeautifulMosaics

BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
It should be a good day as it's my anniversary tomorrow, but sickening sadness over shadows and I just had an argument with my husband. And I feel everything is my fault again, as usual. Really trying not to SH :(
Sending everyone hugs 🤗🤗
SH?
 
Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,876
Extremely indignant, just like every other day for the past 2 years or so. I really have a grudge against reality.
 
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A

After Life

Member
Nov 6, 2021
92
Struggling ,anxiety
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Suicidal, ill and lonely.

Just a normal day for me.
 
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FreeAngel

FreeAngel

Student
Mar 3, 2021
111
I wish I was dead
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Tired. So, so tired. Life's not fair.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Fuming and hopeless.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
i can't stop crying.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Miserable
 
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D

DeathBecomesMe_2021

Oct 16, 2021
212
Tired and finally getting to a point where I'm done with my boyfriend if I can even call him that. I give and I give and I give and I compromise until I'm all spent and have nothing left to give anymore. Usually when I reach that point I lose my attraction to them.

All I'm getting are crumbs and that's impossible to work with and it's getting boring. Now I don't care if he never speaks to me again. I put up with him due to my depression which in turn caused low self-esteem. I think buying a loaf of bread is more of a priority to him than I am.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
508
wanna go as well
 
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cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
386
I'm calm, numb I guess

I wish I could at least feel something, I have a love for everyone but myself, I can't shake it. I feel like a fraud on here sometimes as so many have nobody who cares about them, I have many who care about me but I just don't like myself and have a finality about my existence, the only comfort being my methodical ctb plan and the small moments of comfort when another piece of my final puzzle is put into place

Apart from that is all super and dandy
 
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Pisceslilith

Pisceslilith

Student
Aug 19, 2019
159
I'm drained, I really don't want to do this shit anymore but I don't have a choice.
 
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Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
85
I'm honestly doing okay!!! I had a really bad time last night as a million things piled on me at once. I got super drunk and cried myself to sleep, but today things are sorta straightening out. I think I need to remember that awful shit won't last forever usually. Feelings certainly can, but occurances rarely do. I'm just gonna keep taking things as they come I guess
 
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I

iriia

Member
Nov 11, 2021
23
hunted down
 
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