lettuceleaf
weakling
- Sep 9, 2018
- 10
Hello,
I'm new to this forum, so I'm sorry if this post is considered inappropiate, but I need some genuine advice.
I'm considering killing myself within the next year/year and a half, and wanted to use the time to meet some preparations and plan ahead, so that everything goes smoothly.
First off, I am very unsure on what method to decide on. Shooting myself, jumping from a great height and hanging are all options either unavailable to me or just not my preference, hence why I looked into the methods of using an exit bag, bleeding out or overdosing.
The problem here is that a), I am below the age of 16, so I both still live with my mom, and also have limitations here and there. b) I definitely wish to not kill myself at home because, despite holding bit of a grudge against her, I would never want my mom to find my corpse. That's a fate she doesn't deserve, ever, especially because I wish for her to live on as well as she can afterwards.
c ) I don't have a lot of money, and I can only work so much considering my age. e.g the exit bag method seems quite pricey, and I'm not sure how to obtain medicine that can make me overdose effectively.
TL;DR I want to end my life somewhere outside of home ( forest, maybe ) and do so without a great risk of failing and getting severely damaged.
Thank you.
I'm new to this forum, so I'm sorry if this post is considered inappropiate, but I need some genuine advice.
I'm considering killing myself within the next year/year and a half, and wanted to use the time to meet some preparations and plan ahead, so that everything goes smoothly.
First off, I am very unsure on what method to decide on. Shooting myself, jumping from a great height and hanging are all options either unavailable to me or just not my preference, hence why I looked into the methods of using an exit bag, bleeding out or overdosing.
The problem here is that a), I am below the age of 16, so I both still live with my mom, and also have limitations here and there. b) I definitely wish to not kill myself at home because, despite holding bit of a grudge against her, I would never want my mom to find my corpse. That's a fate she doesn't deserve, ever, especially because I wish for her to live on as well as she can afterwards.
c ) I don't have a lot of money, and I can only work so much considering my age. e.g the exit bag method seems quite pricey, and I'm not sure how to obtain medicine that can make me overdose effectively.
TL;DR I want to end my life somewhere outside of home ( forest, maybe ) and do so without a great risk of failing and getting severely damaged.
Thank you.