voool

voool

Experienced
Sep 18, 2018
261
Will you ctb in a hotel, your apartment or house and why?
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,813
I'll probably do it in a hotel (if given the chance and what not) as it wouldn't be close to where people who know me reside and also it allows me more privacy and control over the situation. Though if I am to go, I'd still rather find a secluded place to off myself as that means there are less people around to witness and clean up the mess (except for the first responders at the scene).
 
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RainAndSadness

RainAndSadness

Administrator
Jun 12, 2018
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Will you ctb in a hotel, your apartment or house and why?

Hotel because I don't want to turn the house of my family into a traumatic place. And they be the one that find me dead in my room. I also don't want to die at home. I prefer a neutral place like a hotel room with a comfy bed, it's the perfect enviroment for me to leave.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Hotel... i need my body to do be discovered. I live alone in my apartment. If I CTB'ed in my apartment, it would be weeks for someone to discover my body....so sad is my life...
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
Definitely at home as if I'm in a hotel I would be worried the hotel staff might just bin my suicide notes. I could leave them at my place but I would be concerned if I left out they might get discovered an someone might raise the alarm.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
245
A hotel room is preferable, for me. It avoids associating an area with even worse memories while I can still warn the cleaners with appropriate signage. The only people who would have to pick me up would be used to transporting bodies. Zip me up and tote me off, to the morgue and then on to the furnace. The whole idea feels clean in a way that is hard to describe. Plus, the privacy matters to me.
 
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hikikomori

hikikomori

Attention whore and regular whore
Oct 23, 2018
209
home, im broke
 
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Lonewolf

Member
Nov 12, 2018
17
Hotel will be my choice
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Hotel. Room already booked. I feel more comfortable this way. My body will be quickly discovered, and my parents notified.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
hotel. I'll book it for this Friday.
 
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ChickenAndPotatoes

ChickenAndPotatoes

Veteran Veteran
Nov 8, 2018
137
Neither house nor hotel. I plan on finding a secluded wooded area where I can set up my death tent. I might even drive to another city so I don't make the local news.
 
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Kooz

Kooz

Night-Night.
Aug 26, 2018
129
Neither house nor hotel. I plan on finding a secluded wooded area where I can set up my death tent. I might even drive to another city so I don't make the local news.
Yep. I would have a tent with a laminated paper on it that says "Call 911" on the outside. Not going to have family or some random house keeper find my body.

Plus, it would give me all the time in the world to make sure Ive fully ctb.
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
Id like to go to a hotel, the same hotel my partber died in but i how would i get a nitrogen cylinder in without raising suspision
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I'll probably go out into the woods and find a good tree.
 
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Lifeisatrap

Arcanist
Oct 5, 2018
408
I'd rather die at home in a familiar setting. Not have to deal with hotel bookings and payments as I'm extemely cheap and lazy. At the same time I would like to get away from my family so a hotel would probabily be better. But I wouldn't know how to pull it off without raising suspicions. Family are on to me now as it is.
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
i remember someone saying a cottage was good too.
 
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Tokyojoe

Member
Sep 20, 2018
67
I am doing it in a hotel or my car as I am leaving my house to my mother and the value will go down at 30-40 % if there has been a suicide. I also don't want her to be constantly reminded that I died there.
 
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TheLastStraw

Member
May 10, 2018
55
I'm the woods where hopefully I'll never be found

I'd prefer to be broken down with animals and insects, return back to nature, than be buried or cremated
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Id like to go to a hotel, the same hotel my partber died in but i how would i get a nitrogen cylinder in without raising suspision
U can hide it in a gym bag as long as it's not bigger than the 20 cubic foot. It will be kind of heavy but it's concealable. Plus u can go in through a side entrance and bring it in that way so little less likely to look suspicious. The tube and other stuff easy to conceal. You could even put it in one of those rolling suitcases it just has to be big enough.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
The woods. That's my hotel room.
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
Hotel, I am homeless at the moment!
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
U can hide it in a gym bag as long as it's not bigger than the 20 cubic foot. It will be kind of heavy but it's concealable. Plus u can go in through a side entrance and bring it in that way so little less likely to look suspicious. The tube and other stuff easy to conceal. You could even put it in one of those rolling suitcases it just has to be big enough.
yae hotels honestly don't give a fuck. Just don't bring anything larger than a suitcase if you trying to hide stuff.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I'm surprised how many people are doing the woods.

I'm doing the woods because I love the woods. The quietness, the solitude, and then taking it all in before my life ends.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Poor guy. I've been homeless too before. For a whole year.
Me too, I once lived at a super 8 for many months. I actually kind of liked it though. I made friends with the staff. I felt at home I guess. It's not much different than many apartments besides the cost. In some cases it's cheaper. Good times lol!
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
Sorry guys I mean I am homeless as I have no house anymore or anything and I am staying at hotels etc as I work on getting N and catching that elusive bus, I am not on the streets as that might have implied.
 
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Dead_Inside

Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
Home. I am worried I might hurt some one else. I am using a gun. Plus I know my neighbors schedules.... no one will be around when I do it. I don't want anyone to get worried when they hear the gun shots.
 
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Fcancer

Fcancer

Student
Sep 24, 2018
184
What sort of fees would be incured at the hotel do you know for clean up etc?? Obviously depends on your exit strategy, but for N I imagine maybe they just replace the matress or so.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
CTB at home seems more comforting to me. But I'd be willing to do it in a hotel if I had too.
 
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