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I had a weird experience yesterday. I took 200mcg of LSD and like 1-5mg of SN. I used like an ear cleaner to scoop out some SN, so it was a very very small amount. I wasn't able to swallow it because it just quickly absorbed into my mouth. I then took 2 tabs of lsd, put them under my tongue and took a swig of everclear vodka. Did not swallow the alcohol either and I believe it just absorbed into my blood.

I took 10 mg of metoclopramide earlier in the day 4 hours apart 5mg each.

2-3 hours into the trip I was supposed to take my 40mg of celexa and 40 mg of strattera, it was okay until I felt like some weird sensation on my face and my heart rate started to go to 170. I was sweating a bunch. I've felt this before (on acid), only very mild. I called 911 because I wasn't ready to die yet. It was very very hard to breathe and I could feel a lot of pressure on my heart and my entire body was shaking. I went into my mom's room and I kept telling her I loved her and I was going to die. I could feel my breathing slowing down and it felt like my lungs were collapsing and shrinking, felt like this for my heart as well. Everything went white and I closed my eyes as my words were getting harder and harder to say. The paramedics came in and I opened my eyes as I was barely alive. I kept breathing and tried my best to talk. It was like waves of dying and feeling better.

I forgot tell the doctor about the SN.

The experience wasn't too bad and if this was the responsibility of the SN, it definitely wasn't an excruciating death. I could 100% handle this if I wanted to die like this.

Edit: I was also taking nicotine and caffeine.
 
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autumnal

autumnal

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Why would you take any dosage of SN if it wasn't a suicide attempt?! :notsure:
 
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We can never know for sure, what was the issue, however it seems to me you had a serotonin syndrome.
It could be caused by mixing meto and LSD.
That happens rarely, but next time try not to take stuff like cocaine or LSD with meto.
 
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Notabadguy

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Feb 7, 2020
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Didn't you tell the doctors about the SN? Didn't they want to know the reason for you being in bad shape? Sadly, I took LSD several times, once even a high amount (4, yes 4 "bicicletas" -Spanish-, what makes up 16 dosis), and I assure you that you don't die and you don't seem to die, you're just out of your mind.
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

Darker dearie, much darker
Feb 5, 2020
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Why in the name of God did you took all this?
I can't even start to think what could go wrong in the process

I hope you are physically and mentally okay

feel well
 
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Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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Mercy - what a strange experiment! Thanks for the report, but ... what was your aim, if I may ask?

Please be gentle with yourself - stay well hydrated, get plenty of rest and fresh air, eat your spinach and try not to ingest too many odd combinations, ok?
 
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I’mDone

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Mar 22, 2020
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I had a weird experience yesterday. I took 200mcg of LSD and like 1-5mg of SN. I used like an ear cleaner to scoop out some SN, so it was a very very small amount. I wasn't able to swallow it because it just quickly absorbed into my mouth. I then took 2 tabs of lsd, put them under my tongue and took a swig of everclear vodka. Did not swallow the alcohol either and I believe it just absorbed into my blood.

I took 10 mg of metoclopramide earlier in the day 4 hours apart 5mg each.

2-3 hours into the trip I was supposed to take my 40mg of celexa and 40 mg of strattera, it was okay until I felt like some weird sensation on my face and my heart rate started to go to 170. I was sweating a bunch. I've felt this before (on acid), only very mild. I called 911 because I wasn't ready to die yet. It was very very hard to breathe and I could feel a lot of pressure on my heart and my entire body was shaking. I went into my mom's room and I kept telling her I loved her and I was going to die. I could feel my breathing slowing down and it felt like my lungs were collapsing and shrinking, felt like this for my heart as well. Everything went white and I closed my eyes as my words were getting harder and harder to say. The paramedics came in and I opened my eyes as I was barely alive. I kept breathing and tried my best to talk. It was like waves of dying and feeling better.

I forgot tell the doctor about the SN.

The experience wasn't too bad and if this was the responsibility of the SN, it definitely wasn't an excruciating death. I could 100% handle this if I wanted to die like this.

Edit: I was also taking nicotine and caffeine.

What were you hoping to achieve?
 
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oneofthoseyoudontwan

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Mar 7, 2020
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Crazy mix, hope you are well now.
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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I believe 1-5mg of SN is not enough but you took everything and who knows. You're brave, I wouldn't experiment with meds, drugs and poison if I didn't know what to expect. I hope you will be fine and next time if you decide to CTB please do it painless and fast as possible.
 
Quarky00

Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
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Post is about self-harm.

You took LSD , SSRI , NDRI , and meto ... (SN irrelevant). Hard to take a person's account of a bad trip, like "I was barely alive". Yeah that describes 99% of bad trips: "I'm dying". Sweating and heartbeat common. So you had a bad trip.

This is not a 'report' and it taught us nothing -- I view it as a member sharing personal incident. Of taking psychotropic medication with hallucinogens (why?). Sorry but self-harm while tripping is bad. It's foolish to trip while intentionally causing yourself pain .
 
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terry_a_davis

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Dec 28, 2019
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Maybe he was curious about the feelings you experience when dicing with death while tripping? Those symptoms do sound like the symptoms of a bad trip. Doubt 1-5mg of SN would do anything.
 
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Otter

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Feb 10, 2020
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I'm thinking if you weren't bluish, the SN was not affecting you. But I could be wrong ... I am no expert
 
Lastravel

Lastravel

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Feb 23, 2020
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You really meant 1-5 mg of SN and not 1-5 g ? Would be interesting to know what was your intention doing this mixture
 
gnomeboy17

gnomeboy17

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Feb 11, 2020
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I believe 1-5mg of SN is not enough but you took everything and who knows. You're brave, I wouldn't experiment with meds, drugs and poison if I didn't know what to expect. I hope you will be fine and next time if you decide to CTB please do it painless and fast as possible.
Yeah it would have to be at least 1 gram
 
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muffin222

muffin222

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Mar 31, 2020
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While I can't fathom your intentions for taking SN and LSD together, I'm glad you're still alive to tell the tale.

I wish you a speedy recovery- please take good care of yourself and your body
 
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bpdandme

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Feb 3, 2020
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SN is so powerful it shouldn't be played around with! I hope you're okay!
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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Did you do this because you just wanted to escape your life for a while?
 
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toomuchtimetodie

"to be overly conscious is a sickness"
Mar 13, 2020
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How the hell can most of you condone this idiot or not question troll?
They have distressed their family who seem to love them, distressed emergency services.
If you back out last minute then fair enough that can happen to any of us.
But to be so stupid poisoning yourself with along with a strong psychedelic compound what were you hoping to achieve.
If this isn't trolling you are contributing to giving SN and LSD a bad name. Which when used correctly for their purposes work as intended.
 
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_Minsk

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Dec 9, 2019
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not sure about the interactions of all the subs you mixed but lsd on its own can cause "ego deaths". those ego deaths at the beginning can be scary and you literally feel like you "die", if you experienced with this ego death it will become easier and you will be able to see it for what it is.. its hard to tell for myself what was the cause since faust said it sounds like a serotonin syndrome due to the mixing, but all those symptoms you stated are the same as experiencing an ego death which can feel for beginners like you/your ego are about to die
 
terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

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Dec 28, 2019
707
How the hell can most of you condone this idiot or not question troll?
They have distressed their family who seem to love them, distressed emergency services.
If you back out last minute then fair enough that can happen to any of us.
But to be so stupid poisoning yourself with along with a strong psychedelic compound what were you hoping to achieve.
If this isn't trolling you are contributing to giving SN and LSD a bad name. Which when used correctly for their purposes work as intended.
Op's description sounds like a bad trip but i suppose he could of copied it from elsewhere and is trolling. Lsd even used correctly can, rarely, go wrong.
 

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