Hoping this is it

[sadsamantha]

Not brave enough to hang myself, have tried many times. Tried overdosing on sleeping pills last week but all that happened was I passed out for a day then was basically fine. Going to use my dextroamphetamine this time. I have 2070mg of it. That should be more than enough to kill a normal person but I am very tolerant as I've been on it for 10 years so we will see. This is literally all I have.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hate how we exist in this cruel world that denies people access to more peaceful suicide method options but anyway I hope that you find the freedom that you are searching for as none of us should have to feel so trapped here.