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radicalfreedom
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- Dec 9, 2021
- 36
Both my wife and I have largely decided life is not worth living. In a world where everything we value - freedom, democracy, equality, justice, are doomed and we are spiraling towards inevitable global fascism, there should be no hope. Suicide is the only reasonable response for any person. Anyone who really wants to live in such a world is a fool or a monster.
But she's unwilling to take that last step. She's not yet willing to kill herself, and would rather live a life of nothing but helpless suffering.
I'd be so much happier if she'd agree to kill herself with me. I know it's not my place to convince her. Even I think this decision has to come from herself.
So now I'm stuck here. I can't in good conscience abandon her. But every waking moment is a wide-awake nightmare and I beg for death every single day.
But she's unwilling to take that last step. She's not yet willing to kill herself, and would rather live a life of nothing but helpless suffering.
I'd be so much happier if she'd agree to kill herself with me. I know it's not my place to convince her. Even I think this decision has to come from herself.
So now I'm stuck here. I can't in good conscience abandon her. But every waking moment is a wide-awake nightmare and I beg for death every single day.