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Unseelie

Unseelie

Member
Mar 31, 2025
79
Everything is really scary and frustrating. I am tired of being unstable. I am tired of backing out at the last fucking minute. I'm gonna wait till everyone is asleep, then try tonight. If at first you don't succeed shit I guess.

If I succeed, thank you all for being here. You are all wonderful.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
673
You have put in serious effort imo . I remember you trying your best to get to know people in that 'make a friend' thread.

I salute you.I hope you find peace either way .You're wonderful as well.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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thank you for your kind words,
you are also a wonderful soul,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you deserve ❤️‍🩹
 
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Unseelie

Unseelie

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Mar 31, 2025
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You have put in serious effort imo . I remember you trying your best to get to know people in that 'make a friend' thread.

I salute you.I hope you find peace either way.
Thank you.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
459
hope you have a good journey and that your soul get the rest its needs and deserve.

but if it doesn't work out. dont be afraid to come back. ya always welcome here
 
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skeptikus

Member
May 25, 2025
36
I'm not here to judge or anything. Only you can answer this question honestly.

Maybe you back out because you don't really want to go yet?
 
finalmission

finalmission

Student
Jan 8, 2025
112
I'm not here to judge or anything. Only you can answer this question honestly.

Maybe you back out because you don't really want to go yet?
Not at all, I backed out of my method so many times because of my survival instinct of self preservation and thoughts about the method failing and causing serious damage to myself
 
Unseelie

Unseelie

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Mar 31, 2025
79
Still here.
 
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