90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
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dad… i'm sorry… i don't really know what i'm supposed to say here. i have taken ketamine and weed to ease the pain… please take solace in the fact that i did not suffer. this has been a long time coming. i don't want you to blame yourself there's nothing anybody could done to stop me from doin this. i simply do not want to exist anymore. i am alone and the poeple around me just see me as an object. i can't do this anymore. ii really wish i could've said more here, but i am in a rush. i love you dad, you're the best and only thing in my life so please please don't blame yourself. i love you so much. jordon is in the next room and i don't know if he will hear me do this. i just want this all to be over. i will die tonight by partial hanging and i will not suffer.

see you on the other side, and please make sure you put "eli" on my gravestone. goodbye dad
 
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Be at peace
 
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Please be at peace
 
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May we find wellness
 
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I hope you find peace
 
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May you finally rest and be at peace.
 
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I hope you escape peacefully and find peace.
 
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Good luck man hope you can find peace
 
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Apr 16, 2023
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I hope that he found his peace. I
 
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peace
 
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Mar 12, 2023
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I'm sorry your life has led you to this point. But even so, it isn't your fault. I hope you will be free from pain and be at peace
 
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Rest in peace! Farewell!
 
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Feb 22, 2023
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Strength, Courage and Godspeed friend!
 
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I wish you peace.
 
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God speed. I wish you peace 💙
 
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Rest and peace bro
 
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Godspeed my friend and may you rest in peace!
 
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Wishing you peace and rest. You are being thought of.
 
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I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering.
 
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I hope you find peace.
 
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I hope you find some peace away from everything
 
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dad… i'm sorry… i don't really know what i'm supposed to say here. i have taken ketamine and weed to ease the pain… please take solace in the fact that i did not suffer. this has been a long time coming. i don't want you to blame yourself there's nothing anybody could done to stop me from doin this. i simply do not want to exist anymore. i am alone and the poeple around me just see me as an object. i can't do this anymore. ii really wish i could've said more here, but i am in a rush. i love you dad, you're the best and only thing in my life so please please don't blame yourself. i love you so much. jordon is in the next room and i don't know if he will hear me do this. i just want this all to be over. i will die tonight by partial hanging and i will not suffer.

see you on the other side, and please make sure you put "eli" on my gravestone. goodbye dad
rest well my dear <3 and may you be free from the cruel earth and regain your peace
 
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Go well, sleep quietly, dream sweetly, weary distressed traveller.
 
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Think he made it...Peace
 
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Apr 16, 2023
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christ this is saddening to read, it sounds like you were quite close with your dad.. i hope he wont take this the wrong way :/
 
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We're just another statistic
May 28, 2023
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Hope wherever you are now you have found peace
 
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Rest in peace
 
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