90starve
i don’t know who i am
- May 8, 2023
- 578
dad… i'm sorry… i don't really know what i'm supposed to say here. i have taken ketamine and weed to ease the pain… please take solace in the fact that i did not suffer. this has been a long time coming. i don't want you to blame yourself there's nothing anybody could done to stop me from doin this. i simply do not want to exist anymore. i am alone and the poeple around me just see me as an object. i can't do this anymore. ii really wish i could've said more here, but i am in a rush. i love you dad, you're the best and only thing in my life so please please don't blame yourself. i love you so much. jordon is in the next room and i don't know if he will hear me do this. i just want this all to be over. i will die tonight by partial hanging and i will not suffer.
see you on the other side, and please make sure you put "eli" on my gravestone. goodbye dad
see you on the other side, and please make sure you put "eli" on my gravestone. goodbye dad