HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
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I have all day by myself today so no one should be concerned if I'm out for a while.

I really hope that I can find a decent tree to do full suspension from, cause if I don't there's no telling when I'll get another opportunity again.

Once I find my tree I'm gonna go and have a last meal, (If I even have appetite) drink some alcohol and just get it over with.. Wish me luck.
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
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Sending hugs to you and hoping for your journey to be peaceful.
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
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Okay so I think I found a tree I can easily climb



and was thinking about tying the rope right at that fork area, I inspected the tree and from what I can see, I'm not expert obviously, but it looks healthy, like it would probably hold 160lbs. I'd have to wait until late at night though cause it's literally right off of a walking trail.

Does anyone else who knows anything about hanging have any input?
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MiseryLovesMyCompany

MiseryLovesMyCompany

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Oct 8, 2020
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Are you sure no one will spot you until you cannot be saved? It seems to be rather out in the open.
You can weight test it, but seems sturdy enough from that picture. The real concern is its location.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
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That fence is making me wonder if someone's going to find you?
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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If a mother comes by with her two little kids it's not going to be a happy day for that family.
 
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HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
Are you sure no one will spot you until you cannot be saved? It seems to be rather out in the open.
You can weight test it, but seems sturdy enough from that picture. The real concern is its location.

Yeah, I guess you're right. I'll probably go a bit deeper into the woods when I go back tonight. Luckily there seems to be a decent amount of trees about that size or bigger in that area, I just really liked this one because it looked pretty easy to climb and would support all my weight.
If a mother comes by with her two little kids it's not going to be a happy day for that family.

You're right it kinda seems like a stupid idea, but they close the park at night and open it back up in the morning and I just figured the person who opens the park would find me instead of someone on the trail.

I'll try deeper into the woods then.
 
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