Hope to be gone tonight..

[StateOfMind]

..around 23:30 central European time my train should arrive.
Understand my method is not very popular but its also quite difficult to jump. Its the most reliable method I have so far.
I don't expect much compassion since I'm not a very compassionate person.
I swore to myself that I would take an Irish exit, even online. But you guys are all I have.
Not gonna bore you with the main reasons for ctb many will probably not believe me anyway.
If you have any ideas for overcoming SI I'm all ears.

 

[kqlysrsly]

Brave. Take oxycodone or heroine.

It should eliminate SI, but I would advice neck rail instead of jumping.

 

[MariV]

Brave. Take oxycodone or heroine.

It should eliminate SI, but I would advice neck rail instead of jumping.

wont the train stop if they see someone lying on the rails?

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope it works out for you. You're much braver than I am. Hugs and love, safe travels.

 

[TheQ22]

wont the train stop if they see someone lying on the rails?

It takes a train about half a mile to stop when they hit the brakes.

 

[Lilacmoon]

All the respect and best wishes to you. Hope everything works out for the best.

 

[Lux]

I don't have the balls to do that but props to you if you actually do. I hope all goes well

 

[Silver]

@StateOfMind no more pizza for you ?

Good luck. Pay attention to your SI, maybe you are not quite ready?

 

[Lilacmoon]

I don't have the balls to do that but props to you if you actually do. I hope all goes well

Sorry for the off topic, but I respect you for the Chika.

 

[almost_dead]

-peace-

 

[MrBlue]

Good luck, I hope you make a peaceful exit

 

[StateOfMind]

@StateOfMind no more pizza for you ?

Good luck. Pay attention to your SI, maybe you are not quite ready?

Just had another one. Hopefully the last.

 

[whywere]

Wishing you all the love and peace and caring people in this world and beyond. Safe journeys.

 

[StateOfMind]

Brave. Take oxycodone or heroine.

It should eliminate SI, but I would advice neck rail instead of jumping.

Can't get myself to lie down on the tracks.. the train I have selected is very fast should do the trick just standing facing away from it.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i hope your joruney goes well, and that you find what it is that you're looking for.

 

[death137]

Hope you leave in less pain as possible.

 

[StateOfMind]

Hope you leave in less pain as possible.

I hope so too lol but those trains are quite fast. I anticipate a quick pop and that should be it. Much like with an injection at the Dr's.

 

[Silver]

Can't get myself to lie down on the tracks.. the train I have selected is very fast should do the trick just standing facing away from it.

Just not too long before the train approaches, else you might be seen and removed from the track by railway personnel and then you'll be questioned about why you were there. I don't think watching for owls will be a valid excuse lol.

 

[StateOfMind]

Just not too long before the train approaches, else you might be seen and removed from the track by railway personnel and then you'll be questioned about why you were there. I don't think watching for owls will be a valid excuse lol.

Nine times out of ten there is no body there. Just me and the liberation train.

 

[WFJ74]

Wishing you luck on your journey and hope you find that peace you so want.

 

[sadworld]

Good luck friend! I hope you find peace

 

[gayprince.exe]

My only problem with jumping in front of a train is the survival rate. One of my friends jumped and he's still alive. He's now disabled and missing his right arm and right leg. He's super miserable now, even more than before.

 

[StateOfMind]

My only problem with jumping in front of a train is the survival rate. One of my friends jumped and he's still alive. He's now disabled and missing his right arm and right leg. He's super miserable now, even more than before.

I'm sorry to hear that. Do you have any more details about the execution and circumstance? It seems like a very unlikely outcome he must have been extremely unfortunate.

 

[gayprince.exe]

I'm sorry to hear that. Do you have any more details about the execution and circumstance? It seems like a very unlikely outcome he must have been extremely unfortunate.

He told me that he jumped as it was pulling into the station and tried to end up on the rails so that the wheels would kill him but it only ended up cutting his limbs off. I didn't ask for more details though since he didn't seem to want to talk about it.

 

[StateOfMind]

He told me that he jumped as it was pulling into the station and tried to end up on the rails so that the wheels would kill him but it only ended up cutting his limbs off. I didn't ask for more details though since he didn't seem to want to talk about it.

Jesus Christ. Yeah, this is why I'm opting for collision rather than slicing or decapitation.

 

[Dead beat dad]

Brother I'm so sorry for the pain and difficulties you have had that have brought you to this dark place.
I honestly and sincerely hope that some peace can find you.
The method is controversial but you seem to be square with the merits in you mind, lots of people weigh this one up.
I wish you nothing but peace and love my brother and no matter where your journey takes you, be that tonight or in another life time you find your peace.
DBD

 

[Lilacmoon]

He told me that he jumped as it was pulling into the station and tried to end up on the rails so that the wheels would kill him but it only ended up cutting his limbs off. I didn't ask for more details though since he didn't seem to want to talk about it.

That would be a nightmare. I hope we all can avoid that misfortune if we get to the point of trying. It's probably a useless platitute, but I hope your friend does as well as possible.

 

[GravityUtilizer]

Wishing you peace dude. It's one hell of an exit!

 

[MariV]

He told me that he jumped as it was pulling into the station and tried to end up on the rails so that the wheels would kill him but it only ended up cutting his limbs off. I didn't ask for more details though since he didn't seem to want to talk about it.

wow...thats nightmare material there. a friend of mine also jumped to a train...in a metro station. he was luckier...died on the next day

 

[gayprince.exe]

wow...thats nightmare material there. a friend of mine also jumped to a train...in a metro station. he was luckier...died on the next day

Honestly, things get worse after failed suicide attempts. I know from experience.