permanently tired
I'm going to make it count
- Nov 8, 2023
- 208
I was getting "better" for some time and now everything is going downhill. I hate everything I make, it's hideous. I thought I had something, but now I just drown in my misery. I want to give up, just rot until the end. Simultaneously, I don't want to. Sometimes I'm the greatest and other times I'm a talentless loser. I keep fluctuating. Recovery is so frustrating.
