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- Mar 2, 2023
- 15
I don't know why the world is so anti-suicide. I genuinely think about whether I should live or not. Even though I'm coming from a place of pain, I still try to think logically about it. I'm grateful for all the good things I've experienced in life, the people I've met, the memories I've made, everything. But I still don't want to continue living. I don't like being here. I hate the weird systems power-hungry fucks made, the standards society's made, the way so many people are, and so much more. I was always extremely curious about everything. I felt called to so much more than the life I have right now. I wanted to educate people around the world on healing, kinda like a spiritual teacher. I wanted to write books, travel, make money that I could put into helping people. Maybe in the future I could've been happy and successful. I don't know and I don't care enough to stay and find out. Death is such a taboo topic, I hate it. I still don't fully know if I'm making the right decision.
