NoOneLovesMiMi
Just Me
- May 27, 2023
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I'm choosing suicide.
There is no point off adding to my suffering for others perception.
Especially others who can't help me.
I also know that even if I had what I wanted and needed to sustain I would still choose suicide.
It would just allow me to leave how I'd like too but I always knew I will not allow myself to be homeless.
I'm I'm the same boat.I am curious to know, if faced with the only option of choosing to CBT or be homeless what would you choose? and why?
I will be facing homelessness in the not too distant future. With chronic housing shortage and increased cost of living, it is inevitable. I have made plans to CBT rather than face homelessness, its not an option for me, but a part of me also feels inferior to those to that would choose otherwise. To me a life without pets, a safe roof over my head and a garden to tend to, lacks any quality and is not worth living- but I have nothing else, I'm alone, unwell and have no family and I also realise those things help me to deal with overwhelming chronic depression. Also I could not physically deal with the stresses of being homeless. I'm a woman in my early 50s', so no chance of things changing, its a fast slippering slope down hill - though it has been that way for the past10 years.
I'm choosing suicide.
There is no point off adding to my suffering for others perception.
Especially others who can't help me.
I also know that even if I had what I wanted and needed to sustain I would still choose suicide.
It would just allow me to leave how I'd like too but I always knew I will not allow myself to be homeless.