Captive of Mind
Memento mori
- Aug 11, 2020
- 409
I've been looking into getting a hotel for 2 days now and I keep having so many reasons why they will know what I'm up to. Then a guest will hear me throwing up and making noise and tell the hotel staff. When they try to check up on me and I don't answer the door or phone call, they might call the cops. I called 4 hotels and asked if they have corner rooms available and I felt like they were suspicious.
Then I think that the hotel is too risky and I should do it in my car, but I've had cops kick me out of areas for sleeping in my car before. I don't want to risk a random person finding me there either.
I feel stuck and just wanted to let everyone know why I haven't been able to execute my plan like I said I was. I feel so crazy and I can't think straight, I just want to do this and have the peace of mind that I won't get caught.
Then I think that the hotel is too risky and I should do it in my car, but I've had cops kick me out of areas for sleeping in my car before. I don't want to risk a random person finding me there either.
I feel stuck and just wanted to let everyone know why I haven't been able to execute my plan like I said I was. I feel so crazy and I can't think straight, I just want to do this and have the peace of mind that I won't get caught.