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7.7.2023<3
- May 5, 2023
- 655
hii!
i've been worried recently about ruining holiday plans. we always have traditions for the holidays, and my mom even paid for stuff today. it costs a lot and i'm just sort of hoping it can be refunded late. i'm considering changing my date to after the holidays, but i just really don't want to deal with living that long. i know i don't owe living to anyone, but i hate to wreck her like this. she's done so much to be better, and i hate that this will destroy her probably. i'm wondering if theres anything i could do that could make it easier for her and the rest of my family. would they still be able to enjoy the holidays if i did it at the end of this month? i'm just so conflicted with all this..
i've been worried recently about ruining holiday plans. we always have traditions for the holidays, and my mom even paid for stuff today. it costs a lot and i'm just sort of hoping it can be refunded late. i'm considering changing my date to after the holidays, but i just really don't want to deal with living that long. i know i don't owe living to anyone, but i hate to wreck her like this. she's done so much to be better, and i hate that this will destroy her probably. i'm wondering if theres anything i could do that could make it easier for her and the rest of my family. would they still be able to enjoy the holidays if i did it at the end of this month? i'm just so conflicted with all this..
