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Hel

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I imagine that the answer would be a big "no" but...could be any way of hiding that a death was a suicide? I mean, if I CTB with N, the cause of the death would be respiratory arrest, for example. If I left a note for the doctors, wouldn't be tied by the professional secrecy? I am an adult, I should be allowed to decide if I want to keep that it was intentional hidden in order to not to hurt my friends and family. The cause of death would be respiratory arrest (and, for example, I have asthma, so wouldn't be as weird as in other cases), no need to give details about how if I didn't want to. As I said, as adults, we should be able to choose how much information will our families get. No lies, only noy telling that it was intentional.

This is why I want a death which seems natural and I wouldn't leave a note. I don't want people to know I did it to myself
 
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DreamCatcher

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Using one of the "accidental" methods seems best if you want to conceal it was a suicide. I'm not sure anyone cares about your rights to privacy after you're gone, though it may vary by location.

Something accidental in a place where you aren't likely to be discovered for years seems to be the best I can think of. Like a deep forest or mountainside somewhere.
 
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Rollinggirl

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Well, you can try to collaborate with the doctor and tell him to expect your death and ask if he could hide it as sudden heart failure
 
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Nitrogen exit bag method is undetectable, but you need other person to remove equipment from scene.
 
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Kikoo Loool

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Nitrogen exit bag method is undetectable, but you need other person to remove equipment from scene.
Wouldn't the other person be charged of murder?
 
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It depends on local jurisdiction, but it is a possibility. Anyway, i don't encourage anyone to do it that way. Just saying that this method can be 100% undetectable with some outside help.
 
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Hel

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Thank you all.
Exit bag would be perfect if it wasn't for that: I need a partner to remove everything and that is too much implication and how would I know that is well done?
I wish I could trust a doctor to do it, give me N or whatever and then hide the truth. As a matter of fact, I would like to die in a hospital because I am organ donor: I would want that they saved the lives of other people who really want to live. But that would be too perfect and it's impossible.

About not being found... For me it would be perfect but I know my family: They wouldn't resist. They would need a closure. But a suicide would destroy them. There is no way out for me, I keep trying to find the way and it seems to be impossible, I'm trapped here forever.
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
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CO poisoning can definitely be made to look accidental since that happens all the time. If you are not been found for long enough, i think SN can, too, since the condition it produces in the body is the same as CO.
 
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CO poisoning can definitely be made to look accidental since that happens all the time. If you are not been found for long enough, i think SN can, too, since the condition it produces in the body is the same as CO.
Really ?

Fatal CO poisoning is indicated, I believe, by cherry red skin, not the blue that we are told is indicative of NaNo2, so the mechanics of death must surely be different.
 
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jake3d

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Mechanism of death is the same, methemoglobinia, and treatment for the two kinds of poisoning is the same, methylene blue. Indeed, the body turns a different color with SN but (I hope) this may not matter if it takes several days for you to be found.
 
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Throwaway9787

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You could use H and benzos and make it look like an accidental drug overdose
 
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Mechanism of death is the same, methemoglobinia, and treatment for the two kinds of poisoning is the same, methylene blue. Indeed, the body turns a different color with SN but (I hope) this may not matter if it takes several days for you to be found.

Ah yes - both inhibit the release and absortion of oxygen from red cells. By process of methaemoglobinia in the case of NaNo2, and carboxyhaemoglobinia in the case of CO.

(Wikipedia is my friend)
 
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Hel

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You could use H and benzos and make it look like an accidental drug overdose

The thing is I don't take benzos (I refused to take meds) so if I decided to do it now... It wouldn't look like accidental. ANd I don't trust in overdose because I am so unlucky that I would survive, I know, I don't know why, but I know...
CO is one of my preferred methods, but the problem is where. I can't do it in home, obviously, nor in a hotel, it would be dangerous. I have no car and I never go camping to do it in a tent. I have only one possibility of doing this in autumn / winter (I will be far away from my home for a while), but still, nobody would believe that I went to countryside with a tent to sleep there in a trip, specially alone and in that circumstances.

I know, my case it's a very difficult one, it's impossible to do it painless and conceal it. I've been looking for the way for two years and I'm still here, so...
 
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