An easier way to get your post count up is to just look through the numerous threads you think you can contribute an opinion/advice to, you don't need to make your own threads for the sake of post counts. There is an SN supplier in the UK who someone tried really hard to prove to me is genuine (MG) but otherwise you'll be aiming for DMC although there are other SN suppliers.
there seems to be a young crowd here. I don't feel comfortable speaking with vulnerable people when I'm not looking to recover. I believe everybody should have the choice to CTB in a peaceful dignified way but you have to admit this site doesn't only attract people who want a method and then leave. I have no advice to offer people when I'm currently at the end of my brain function myself.
I would love to take away everybody's pain but I'm not in a place to be discussing topics that are already plaguing my brain.
I appreciate your comment but I PM'd you already and you wasn't willing to give me the new contact for DMC. The rest of the names you just mentions mean nothing to me if I don't have a contact. Knowing there are other SN providers only adds to my agitation that there are seemingly people who can help but I'm currently unable to identify them.
Hopefully the polish company I just purchased from will send
