
nihilism44
trying my best
- May 2, 2021
- 79
I found this community recently and I've never felt more seen. I've struggled with suicidal ideation on and off since I was a kid.. ive never been able to talk with anyone about it for fear of worrying people and being thrown into a hospital. I'm so thankful there's a place where I can speak about it without these fears. I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders. Recently, life has been extremely hard and I've been "planning" ctb. I'm not sure if I will ever be strong enough to go through with it, but knowing that I have the option comforts me.
Anyways, just wanted to introduce myself, I look forward to meeting you guys!
Anyways, just wanted to introduce myself, I look forward to meeting you guys!