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askmeifimatree

meow
Mar 20, 2025
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I'm jumping in front of the northern line at King's Cross tonight. If anything goes wrong. I will try the Piccadilly line. I have around 100 pills of Clonazepam at 0.5 mg. I will buy a vodka bottle before. It's weekend so I'm hoping it won't be too busy.

I'm really sad my life has come to this point. I had a good job, I actually graduated from Kings which is ironic. But what I value most is human connection and love. I wish to be in a relationship, that way, having someone depend on me, would make me want to try the best I could.

Sorry for any grammatical error.
I will see on the other side.
Farrell
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry it has come to this. There might be better ways to CTB instead of jumping in front of a train.
I hope you find peace. We're here for you.
 
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wannabeangel

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Mar 14, 2026
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wishing you find peace 🤍 and be careful about the benzos and alcohol, got fucked up and i passed out without even realizing it while doing things, and that was from like 6 or 7mg (god the internet made me start to cringe at numbers jfc) but i also took shots thru my feeding tube bypassing my stomach so the drink hit HARD that could be why i passed out too. and you got like 50mg, thats a looooooooooot so you'll def pass out no matter what with that combo
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

pragmatics errors can kill me
Dec 10, 2025
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whatever you decide, I hope you find peace.
wish the best for you
 
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byec560

byec560

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May 11, 2026
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Benzos + alcohol might honestly make you so fucked up that you'll lack the coordination to make the attempt imo. I remember I drank the first night I planned to ctb and I ended up projectile vomiting and not in any state to leave my bed.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 

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