no, you look like you need to find peace with yourself. humour for coping is something that worries me a lot too. i used to do that when i was at rock bottom. those gucci polarised sunglasses from aliexpress look pretty fire though
ahaha, i really do need to find peace with myself, but i have been trying without any luck for some 23 years now (if you count time spent in the womb) and the only time i have peace is when I'm high. sometimes not even that helps. like today i was still crying even though I was so high i thought I'd almost overdosed. thank you for the reply and for not hating me
All the people who use humor to cope are mentally unhealthy?
I use humor "to a great degree" & I'm perfectly capable of thinking for myself & being objective about myself. Laughing is an important form of release, just like crying.
Do you know anything about the disorders that OP has listed?
thank you for your reply, and btw, i really like your posts around here! I'm not sure if I've already mentioned it and said hi, but i wanted to. I'm quite often busy but please do come say hello if you ever want to!
also, i'm sorry to have caused an argument, and i hope everybody can be civil... it seems a lot of my threads cause those. man, my BPD is so bad it rubs off on you guys...
I don't hate you for having admitted that charlotte. Shit happens. If someone hassles you for it they can go eat a dick.
thank you. oh, i wanted to say that i like your posts also! i don't blame anyone who would hate me though, i really wouldn't, i know I'm horrible. even today i was selfish with this friend i made. i made a really good friend today, we walked around town talking for five hours. 95% was me venting to him, God, he was so nice to me. we said today it was my day to vent and i want to hear from him tomorrow, he said we would! I'm so very happy...!!!
there's prolly a lot more to the story but holy shit that's a fucking terrifying place to be in...
oh i could go on and and on but won't for several reasons (privacy for myself, not dumping everything on you guys because it's a lot, and of course privacy for the people involved)
@charlottewilts does this guy know how you feel? He might have though you and he were just fwb's since you were/are both in relationships when you hooked up. Definitely nothing wrong with what you did or how you feel.
yes, he knows very well. only i was cheating when we hooked up, and i don't want to say much more about it for privacy reasons, but we exchanged about 50 voice messages each today and in each one i said i loved him. lol. naturally at the end of the night he said if i said it one more damn time he'll block me and he can never love me, and let's just be friends. karma is a whore (please woman be a lady)
also, i apologise for taking so long to reply on discord... I've been really going through the mill as you can see, ahaha...