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AwakeTooLong

AwakeTooLong

Ascend or death
Mar 4, 2024
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Ctb tomorrow, my method is SN, here's my protocol, please let me know if it needs any tweaking:

24 hours prior to CTB: Start fasting with minimal water consumption
6 hours prior to CTB: Dry fasting from this point onwards
1.5 hours prior to CTB: 3 x 20 mg meto with 30 minute intervals
45 minutes prior to CTB: 1000 mg Tylenol, 3 x 100 mg Zoloft
Time of CTB: 2 x glasses of 25 gms of SN dissolved in 50 mL of water (consume the second glass if vomitting occurs)

I will also be extremely sleep deprived so that I can fall asleep quickly after taking the SN.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed.
 
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My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I hope everything goes as you hope & that love & peace find you🤗💔
 
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Jun 24, 2023
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I hope you find peace. Wish I had your resolve and courage. Stay strong and I wish you the best.
 
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sayuri

sayuri

sempiternal emptiness
Dec 1, 2024
31
Hope you find peace and everything goes well. Stay strong.
 
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Gone soon

Gone soon

Guy who likes wearing womens' clothes
Jun 11, 2024
169
Good luck
 
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cloudyskye

Student
Nov 11, 2024
161
Ctb tomorrow, my method is SN, here's my protocol, please let me know if it needs any tweaking:

24 hours prior to CTB: Start fasting with minimal water consumption
6 hours prior to CTB: Dry fasting from this point onwards
1.5 hours prior to CTB: 3 x 20 mg meto with 30 minute intervals
45 minutes prior to CTB: 1000 mg Tylenol, 3 x 100 mg Zoloft
Time of CTB: 2 x glasses of 25 gms of SN dissolved in 50 mL of water (consume the second glass if vomitting occurs)

I will also be extremely sleep deprived so that I can fall asleep quickly after taking the SN.
Good luck and sweet dreams if there are any.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope that you find the freedom you are looking for.
 
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