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redkitsune98

redkitsune98

Broken beyond repair
Sep 2, 2024
181
Some of you may have noticed I have been absent for a very long time, I used to talk a lot everyday.
Thing is I have some things in my life I need to do before I am able to CTB in peace.
Being on this website is amazing as it helps with the idea of suicide as a comfortable and personal choice.
But I need to keep myself distracted with work and games and the other things I do in my daily life so I ain't constantly tortured by the thoughts and emotions that bring me to the idea of suicide.
Because of that, I will stay off until I feel like I am ready to take this step, or until the negative emotions become so overwhelming i am forced to go back to death as a solution.
Thank you all for your kindness and consideration, I think of you guys all the time.
 
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billie

billie

take me back to the night we met
Mar 31, 2024
622
You are always welcome here
 
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Rudi

Rudi

𝔇𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔄𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔩 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯
Oct 15, 2024
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goodluck with everything <3
 
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Seele

Seele

Sayonara
Apr 25, 2024
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Oi,eu entendo perfeitamente seus motivos, espero que as coisas deem certo para a gente. Se cuida!
 
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Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Good luck! :heart:
 
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iamanavalanche

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fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
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i believe in you, red 🎀
 
legoshi

legoshi

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Sep 3, 2024
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Sorry for seeing this late. I'm happy for you. I hope you find more than just distractions. I hope you find something that makes you want to live and want to wake up and face everyday.
 

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