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Pisceslilith
Student
- Aug 19, 2019
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I have no one and I'm just wondering if anyone wants to talk?
Same, I realized after so many years after wanting to kms, that I actually want to live but the situation that I am in now makes me want to end it all.Restless... What's up?
Hiii, how are you?Hei :]
Same honestly, I wanna live and be happy and make others happy, it just seems impossible because of how I am and that's depressing and humiliating and makes me hate myself. I wish... a lot of things honestly lol, I wish I were mentally healthy, I wish I didn't have BPD, I wish I wasn't obnoxious and desperate for attention... I hate myself so muchSame, I realized after so many years after wanting to kms, that I actually want to live but the situation that I am in now makes me want to end it all.
Hiii, how are you?
Sorry to hear that, you're not a bad person for having BPD, it's not your fault. I hope you find the right treatment plan for you. I wish I was normal and could live a happy, normal safe life. I'm so tired of my current situation, I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to feel safe for once.Same honestly, I wanna live and be happy and make others happy, it just seems impossible because of how I am and that's depressing and humiliating and makes me hate myself. I wish... a lot of things honestly lol, I wish I were mentally healthy, I wish I didn't have BPD, I wish I wasn't obnoxious and desperate for attention... I hate myself so much
...I feel bad, I feel like I'm judging other people with BPD. I don't mean to, it just scares me to know I have it. I hated myself anyway before the diagnosis. I hate myself so much...
Yeah. I wanna believe there's hope for me and other people. It's harder to believe there's hope for me. I wish I could feel secure in literally any relationship/friendship and not let my fears overtake and ruin everything.Sorry to hear that, you're not a bad person for having BPD, it's not your fault. I hope you find the right treatment plan for you. I wish I was normal and could live a happy, normal safe life. I'm so tired of my current situation, I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to feel safe for once.
Wanna share the situation? Maybe there's someone who has some good advice (although most of it would probably be pointless... I'm sure a lot of people would like to try and be useful).Sorry to hear that, you're not a bad person for having BPD, it's not your fault. I hope you find the right treatment plan for you. I wish I was normal and could live a happy, normal safe life. I'm so tired of my current situation, I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to feel safe for once.
You're lucky you have someone to turn to, I wish I had that (I don't mean that harshly). I live with relatives who I don't feel safe nor comfortable. I have a lot of trauma caused by them. If I could move tomorrow I would. I'm sorry that you want to ctb. I hope it gets better for you. If you don't mind me asking, how'd you meet your wife?Wanna share the situation? Maybe there's someone who has some good advice (although most of it would probably be pointless... I'm sure a lot of people would like to try and be useful).
I wish I knew why I want to ctb, but I'm "chained to life", I live with my wife, who helps me through my depression and makes almost everything... Quite far from our families.
If I ctb she'll be alone and suffer, so it's better I'm the one that suffers. But I'm worried I can't keep doing it indefinitely.
What about you? What crosses your mind?
Valid, I wish the best for you.Yeah. I wanna believe there's hope for me and other people. It's harder to believe there's hope for me. I wish I could feel secure in literally any relationship/friendship and not let my fears overtake and ruin everything.
Hiiii, how are you?yo wrup
Hey hey heyyeah hey
I'm sure you're not gonna say something harsh, don't worry.You're lucky you have someone to turn to, I wish I had that (I don't mean that harshly). I live with relatives who I don't feel safe nor comfortable. I have a lot of trauma caused by them. If I could move tomorrow I would. I'm sorry that you want to ctb. I hope it gets better for you. If you don't mind me asking, how'd you meet your wife?
Valid, I wish the best for you.