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GreyCTB

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Aug 26, 2022
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Hey guys. I got my heroin in the mail today. I'm planning to overdose soon and I just want to walk through the steps with you all and ask some questions to make 100% sure I'm doing it right.

My heroin is brown and was advertised 100% pure. I have 5 grams of it. So it should be more than enough to kill me.

I plan on injecting intramuscular. This does not impact the chances of survival too much right?

I heard from people that cooking heroin is actually a bad idea period. And that I need to add citric acid to mix the heroin with water, so adding orange juice should work too right?

How long do I need to not be found?

I have pretty much everything I need to ctb now. I have clean syringes and tons of experience with IM injection. I just want to make sure I am doing this right. Any input or advice or corrections are appreciated
 
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freelifexit

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Heroin overdose can make you vegetable, be careful.
 
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Helmetrash

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Sep 1, 2022
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Some questions as it is my method as well

I thought if the heroin is brown then its not pure??

IM i think absorbs slower, will it be enough for OD?

Where did you get yours? Dark markets? Are you from the USA?

Thank you..
 
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Aug 14, 2022
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Heroin overdose can make you vegetable, be careful.
Oh Jesus Christ. Here we go again.
The only advice that I can offer is to go into the vein.
 
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GreyCTB

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Aug 26, 2022
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Some questions as it is my method as well

I thought if the heroin is brown then its not pure??

IM i think absorbs slower, will it be enough for OD?

Where did you get yours? Dark markets? Are you from the USA?

Thank you..
Not too sure about those first 2 questions. But I did get my heroin from the dark web. It's best to get it from there because it's way easier to find high purity heroin there than on the streets

I'm not from the us but if you need help with the dark web you're free to pm me
 
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evey8112

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Jan 25, 2021
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I am kinda in a similar boat although I am not going to OD using Heroin i am using Fake M30s i got off the dark web that is laced with fent. I heard most heroin u get today is not heroin its fent so u might get lucky. I wish you peace with whatever choice you make see you on the other side!
 
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There is a proverb: the dog barks, but the caravan keeps on.

You keep barking)
And you keep spreading fear to people. I've been around junkies my whole life and many of them have overdosed and none of them were left of vegetable, I've overdosed several times as well and have not been left a vegetable. Many of different things can leave you as a vegetable. We are fully aware and don't need you spreading fear in the disguise of trying to help. Honestly all you're trying to do is make people afraid. It's clear as day.
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I am kinda in a similar boat although I am not going to OD using Heroin i am using Fake M30s i got off the dark web that is laced with fent. I heard most heroin u get today is not heroin its fent so u might get lucky. I wish you peace with whatever choice you make see you on the other side!
Yeah, see you on the other side
And you keep spreading fear to people. I've been around junkies my whole life and many of them have overdosed and none of them were left of vegetable, I've overdosed several times as well and have not been left a vegetable. Many of different things can leave you as a vegetable. We are fully aware and don't need you spreading fear in the disguise of trying to help. Honestly all you're trying to do is make people afraid. It's clear as day.
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I think he means well but thanks for this
 
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Helmetrash

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I replied an hour ago but the post is still awaiting mod approval

Oh sorry!! Thank you so much!!!

If you posted a source I think you can't do that but you can always PM me, thank you!!
 
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Jun 17, 2022
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Oh Jesus Christ. Here we go again.
The only advice that I can offer is to go into the vein.
I second that. Intravenous is the sure way. The other way will be extremely painful, cause a large lump, and you might not be able to inject the required amount.
 
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be careful

Dude this shit hardly EVER happens. I'm definitely placing you on ignore. This is the only reason you come here is to scare monger. That it your best skill.
I second that. Intravenous is the sure way. The other way will be extremely painful, cause a large lump, and you might not be able to inject the required amount.
Indeed my friend indeed.
Guys! Be Careful! Cancer can cause sugar!
 
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You don't know the difference between fear monger and informing about the risks. People deserve to know risks before choosing methods.
Going by 95% of comments you make on Sodium Nitrite I definitely know what fear mongering looks like.
 
freelifexit

freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
He was saved but 90%+ do not survive ill take my chances then being on this planet.
According to this article opioid overdoses that do not lead to death are several times more common than fatal overdoses.


Going by 95% of comments you make on Sodium Nitrite I definitely know what fear mongering looks like.
You definitely don't know the difference. And thinking that risks should be hidden.
 
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Lookingtotalk

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Sep 5, 2022
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be careful

Possible with everything, if you get in a car accident and are saved vs left to die same thing is a possibility, if u get a HEART ATTACK and are saved it is a possibility. look at poor Terri Schiavo, i think the key with CTB is no matter what you do, do extra, and make sure you are not found for as long as possible.

AS LONG AS POSSIBLE, if u got a week MAKE IT A WEEK, but anyway
 
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GreyCTB

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Aug 26, 2022
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I second that. Intravenous is the sure way. The other way will be extremely painful, cause a large lump, and you might not be able to inject the required amount.
I thought this will only increase how much you can inject?
I have taken tons of steroids in my life. And you can easily inject 4ml IM or more and be fine
Thanks for the reply. Guess I will look up how to inject IV
 
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tired868686

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You can get brain damage from any overdose that stops breathing, causes cardiac arrest causing insufficient blood flow to the brain and deprives the brain of oxygen long enough that the brain begins to die as an organ.
Anyone who's "nearly died" isn't dead, so they can't tell you what the brain dying feels like. No one can because its literal death.
No matter how you die, it's all pretty much the same thing. Brain deprived of oxygen till the organ dies completely.
 
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According to this article opioid overdoses that do not lead to death are several times more common than fatal overdoses.



You definitely don't know the difference. And thinking that risks should be hidden.
Dude I really don't care what article you share what information you share. I spent 27 years of my life surrounded by junkies who were constantly overdosing. None of them have become paralyzed. Is it possible? Sure. A lot of things can cause you to become paralyzed.
According to this article opioid overdoses that do not lead to death are several times more common than fatal overdoses.



You definitely don't know the difference. And thinking that risks should be hidden.
Risk? Ah yes. You mean the risk of sodium nitrite that you were sharing the articles that you were originally sharing that weren't working so you went to sharing the most negative threads that you can over and over?
 
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allblackallwhite

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Sep 4, 2022
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You can find how to shoot up guides all over the internet. Look for harm reduction sources. You need to figure out what type you have, the heroin subreddit will tell you, to know what you need to prep. Not sure why you wouldn't go intravenous if you're planning on CTB. My package is otw too. Pure china white. Prob fent but that's even better.
 
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Any method has a risk for failure and permanent damage. If you disagree with each other, please stay civil. Don't derail this thread. Thanks.

Edit: @freelifexit the video you linked previously highlights a case of oxycontin overdose - not heroin. This person was saved after their brain was depraved from oxygen for an extended period of time. Very important detail. This type of brain damage is hence a relatively normal outcome of any(!) accident that stops oxygen delivery to the brain and this could thus occur with any other drug. So the video has nothing to do an overdose of a specific drug but the extended depravation of oxygen to the brain and late medical intervention. And medical intervention is something you want to avoid anyway if you're exercising your right to die.
 
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Any method has a risk for failure and permanent damage. If you disagree with each other, please stay civil. Don't derail this thread. Thanks.

Edit: @freelifexit the video you linked previously highlights a case of oxycontin overdose - not heroin. This person was saved after their brain was depraved from oxygen for an extended period of time. Very important detail. This type of brain damage is hence a relatively normal outcome of any(!) accident that stops oxygen delivery to the brain and this could thus occur with any other drug. So the video has nothing to do an overdose of a specific drug but the extended depravation of oxygen to the brain and late medical intervention. And medical intervention is something you want to avoid anyway if you're exercising your right to die.
This video is about an opiate overdose, heroin is an opiate. It shows one of the opiate overdose scenarios that is important to know. Not everyone knows the mechanisms of opiate overdose and its effect on oxygen supply to the brain and possible brain damage. I think that this video is quite related to the topic of heroin. I don't think it should have been removed. This is the first time I see such strict requirements for the video.
 
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quietam pacem12

Member
Aug 22, 2022
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Hallo Leute. Ich habe mein Heroin heute mit der Post bekommen. Ich habe vor, bald eine Überdosis zu nehmen, und ich möchte nur die Schritte mit Ihnen allen durchgehen und einige Fragen stellen, um 100 % sicher zu gehen, dass ich es richtig mache.

Mein Heroin ist braun und wurde als 100 % rein beworben. Ich habe 5 Gramm davon. Also sollte es mehr als genug sein, um mich zu töten.

Ich plane eine intramuskuläre Injektion. Dies wirkt sich nicht zu sehr auf die Überlebenschancen aus, oder?

Ich habe von Leuten gehört, dass das Kochen von Heroin eigentlich eine schlechte Idee ist. Und dass ich Zitronensäure hinzufügen muss, um das Heroin mit Wasser zu mischen, also sollte das Hinzufügen von Orangensaft auch funktionieren, oder?

Wie lange muss ich nicht gefunden werden?

Ich habe jetzt so ziemlich alles, was ich für ctb brauche. Ich habe saubere Spritzen und jede Menge Erfahrung mit IM-Injektionen. Ich möchte nur sicherstellen, dass ich das richtig mache. Alle Eingaben oder Ratschläge oder Korrekturen sind willkommen
Ich habe mir 5 Gramm geholt. Beim guten Käse aus....
Reines Zeug.
leider kenn ich mich ganz gut aus...ich kann dir später mal schreiben...würde ich gerne machen. Bin nur noch am fahren gleich.
 
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doughmixer1982

Student
Jun 8, 2023
101
Hey guys. I got my heroin in the mail today. I'm planning to overdose soon and I just want to walk through the steps with you all and ask some questions to make 100% sure I'm doing it right.

My heroin is brown and was advertised 100% pure. I have 5 grams of it. So it should be more than enough to kill me.

I plan on injecting intramuscular. This does not impact the chances of survival too much right?

I heard from people that cooking heroin is actually a bad idea period. And that I need to add citric acid to mix the heroin with water, so adding orange juice should work too right?

How long do I need to not be found?

I have pretty much everything I need to ctb now. I have clean syringes and tons of experience with IM injection. I just want to make sure I am doing this right. Any input or advice or corrections are appreciated
Did you ever end up using H?
 

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