Heroin overdose

[RacilyDank]

Everyone I've had a rhetorical conversation with about suicide seems to think if they were going to ctb, they'd OD on heroin (perhaps because they haven't researched it)

What are the potential problems with this method? I understand it might not work, but what's the worst that would happen if it didn't? If nobody found you, wouldn't you just wake up feeling silly? As far as I'm aware it wouldn't cause brain damage if you survived it...

Seems like if you have no tolerance and then go ahead and take your first dose intravenously you'd likely die and nobody would know it was a suicide attempt.

It would look like an accident since nobody knows I'm actively suicidal. As much as I'd hate anyone to think I was a junky, I'd prefer it to them knowing I'd killed myself intentionally, and all of the potential guilt/remorse that they'd feel for not helping or being able to 'save' me.

 

[Morbidreality]

If it has fetanyl then no matter you're tolerance, you'll more than likely die (if youre shooting, even greater)
But if you have a tolerance (like I do) it's actually really hard. I tried this past summer , pure China white - but I just woke up from a deep nod 4 hours later terrfied that I was still alive

 

[RacilyDank]

If it has fetanyl then no matter you're tolerance, you'll more than likely die (if youre shooting, even greater)
But if you have a tolerance (like I do) it's actually really hard. I tried this past summer , pure China white - but I just woke up from a deep nod 4 hours later terrfied that I was still alive

So you think if it contains fentanyl even if you don't shoot it there's a good chance you'll die (with no tolerance)?

So worst case scenario you'll just wake up having had a deep sleep?

Seems win win to me. If you die you won't even know about it. If you don't you'll just wake up. As sleep is pretty elusive to me I wouldn't mind!

 

[Morbidreality]

Coming from experience, when you wake up from believing you'll die in your sleep is absolutely heartbreaking.
Yes there's a good chance but shooting it would make sure you got the most bang for your buck. Litteraly. Highly recommended

 

[RacilyDank]

Given I've never tried heroin (the closest I've been is codeine) it might be worth approaching the nearest homeless person and offering them a hit to hook me up with enough to kill me. With any luck it'll do the job.

 

[RacilyDank]

Coming from experience, when you wake up from believing you'll die in your sleep is absolutely heartbreaking.
Yes there's a good chance but shooting it would make sure you got the most bang for your buck. Litteraly. Highly recommended

Do you think there's any chance you'll die from shooting a huge dose for the first time? Even if it doesn't contain fent?

 

[Morbidreality]

Yes, very good chance- as long as you make sure it alllll goes in your vein; and that you don't move the needle (even just the tiniest bit), bc if even some goes in your muscle- it's litteraly just throwing it out. If you're serious about this I would suggest looking up "guides" on shooting up- that's actually how I learned.

 

[RacilyDank]

Yes, very good chance- as long as you make sure it alllll goes in your vein; and that you don't move the needle (even just the tiniest bit), bc if even some goes in your muscle- it's litteraly just throwing it out. If you're serious about this I would suggest looking up "guides" on shooting up- that's actually how I learned.

I've actually thought about doing heroin just as an escape from the pain, so it couldn't hurt. The only hurdle is acquiring it and learning how to shoot up. Knowing my luck, by the time I've learnt how to do it I'll have developed a tolerance and just become and addict instead. I have an addictive personality as it is. I know mental health and addiction go hand in hand

 

[RacilyDank]

What about acquiring it in powder form and snorting a huge line?

Sorry for all the questions, I'm considering this as it seems like a fairly reliable and enjoyable way

 

[Morbidreality]

Yeah no I totally feel you. I wish it could be my method too... It would have to be alot if you were going to sniff. Injecting is all about the rush, so withing seconds you go into a deep nod. But sniffing, that might take up to 10mins to feel the full affects

 

[RacilyDank]

Right, I'm with you.

Pulp fiction makes it look easy!

 

[weedoge]

Everyone I've had a rhetorical conversation with about suicide seems to think if they were going to ctb, they'd OD on heroin (perhaps because they haven't researched it)

What are the potential problems with this method? I understand it might not work, but what's the worst that would happen if it didn't? If nobody found you, wouldn't you just wake up feeling silly? As far as I'm aware it wouldn't cause brain damage if you survived it...

Seems like if you have no tolerance and then go ahead and take your first dose intravenously you'd likely die and nobody would know it was a suicide attempt.

It would look like an accident since nobody knows I'm actively suicidal. As much as I'd hate anyone to think I was a junky, I'd prefer it to them knowing I'd killed myself intentionally, and all of the potential guilt/remorse that they'd feel for not helping or being able to 'save' me.

The biggest potential problem is purity. There's no way to know how pure it is and what it's cut with. You never know what to expect.

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

The biggest potential problem is purity. There's no way to know how pure it is and what it's cut with. You never know what to expect.

the risks are high

 

[RacilyDank]

But what's the worst that could happen if it's impure and cut? You'd just wake up instead of being dead?

 

[weedoge]

But what's the worst that could happen if it's impure and cut? You'd just wake up instead of being dead?

No idea. If you want to take the risk that's your choice, it's not something people have done a lot of research on because it's not a very good idea. If you're going to od on a street drug then try get hold of fentanyl.

 

[RacilyDank]

No idea. If you want to take the risk that's your choice, it's not something people have done a lot of research on because it's not a very good idea. If you're going to od on a street drug then try get hold of fentanyl.

Why is it not a good idea though?

Fentanyl, unless it's cut in heroin, is like unicorn shit to get hold of

 

[RacilyDank]

I have SN and am waiting for the 'accoutrements' but heroin seems like a more viable alternative because a) it seems more peaceful and b) it can look like an accident

 

[RacilyDank]

Nobodies going to see an SN suicide as accidental as nobody is poisoning themselves to get high and escape.

It seems plausible that I'd got on heroin as an escape to deal with the pain and accidentally overdosed

 

[weedoge]

Why is it not a good idea though?

Fentanyl, unless it's cut in heroin, is like unicorn shit to get hold of

It's 100x stronger than heroin (minimum 50x stronger), it would have to be cut 100x worse than heroin (unlikely) to be the same potency.

I mean it's like I said it's up to you if you want to take a risk, people here only give advice they think is correct and if someone attempts to explain their way out of it and attempt using any risky method with no good basis then that's their choiiiiiice.

Yes heroin might look more like an accident unless it's your first ever time taking it. If you have an opiate tolerance then it's even more not a good idea.

Good luck.

 

[RacilyDank]

It's 100x stronger than heroin (minimum 50x stronger), it would have to be cut 100x worse than heroin (unlikely) to be the same potency.

I mean it's like I said it's up to you if you want to take a risk, people here only give advice they think is correct and if someone attempts to explain their way out of it and attempt using any risky method with no good basis then that's their choiiiiiice.

Yes heroin might look more like an accident unless it's your first ever time taking it. If you have an opiate tolerance then it's even more not a good idea.

Good luck.

Sorry I'm not trying to disregard anyone's advice, I'm just curious.

You haven't stated why it's a bad idea though.

Nobody would ever know whether its your first time taking it.

 

[weedoge]

Sorry I'm not trying to disregard anyone's advice, I'm just curious.

You haven't stated why it's a bad idea though.

Nobody would ever know whether its your first time taking it.

I mean that's situational, if I died from a heroin od my family would 100% know its the first time I ever took it

 

[Lizzie S.]

I tried to OD on heroin. I am left with consequences, feeling like I'm dying all the time, throwing up, frequent headaches, sleeping 12 hours a day and not feeling rested. It's hell, honestly.

 

[lost illusions]

What about acquiring it in powder form and snorting a huge line?

Sorry for all the questions, I'm considering this as it seems like a fairly reliable and enjoyable way

It doesn't work, not with normal street grade. Its so impure. Your best bet is China White but big $$$