Story Here's the link to my suicide note Google docs; final post here!

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

The link is [removed]

I'm still working on it but if I decide to check out that will be it!!!

Goodbye SaSu dam <3

 

[huphup]

I am wishing you well on your journey. I hope it is without pain and it is peaceful :)

 

[Deleted member 65988]

I wish all the best Meow, having seen you around you here overtime. I hope you find peace.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best, I hope you find peace!

 

[LifeCanBeCruel]

Watching someone write their suicide note live is too real for me.. o.O

I really hope you change your mind and find peace in life, but if you don't, I wish you a peaceful end.

 

[DeadHead]

You realise you've pretty much doxxed yourself with all the personal info you put out? Ik ben een keer naar Ghent geweest. 2006 was dat, toen ik nog een fan van Herman Brusselmans was. Now I just think he's lame and crude. Heb nog heel veel van zijn boeken in mijn boekenkast staan.

 

[FallingGrace]

Chances that someone has already been able to locate you from all of this identifiable information is pretty damn high. I hope the ward isn't too shitty.

 

[annointed_towers]

I find this note unintelligible

 

[Sunshine]

The link is

I'm still working on it but if I decide to check out that will be it!!!

Goodbye SaSu dam <3

Do you have permission from the woman who you are sharing in pics screenshots you took during video calls? She probably doesn't want to be included without consent (especially because you said she blocked you) and have her pics/name shown to 100+ of strangers like this. This is very creepy. Please correct me if I am wrong and I will delete my post immediately if I can.

 

[FallingGrace]

I find this note unintelligible

I don't think English is their mother tongue. Adding what is clearly a mental health crisis to that, I think we can give the guy a break

 

[Tears in Rain]

Goodbye, hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Sunshine]

I don't think English is their mother tongue. Adding what is clearly a mental health crisis to that, I think we can give the guy a break

Dude, he's exposing a woman who seems to have him blocked and doesn't want ANY contact to tons of strangers via name and her picture very likely without consent. And he keeps mentioning her over 50 times in this later and saying even while he kills himself he will think about her. Then also later blames her in his letter saying she is basically to blame that he will kill himself and OH if she only came back to him 2022-2023 but "she didn't have 10 minutes for him to save his life!" All the while also stressing to contact her about this. This is extremely weird and abusive. He is probably a stalker and is trying to manipulate/hurt her with this.

The mods should take this down.

 

[FallingGrace]

Dude, he's exposing a woman who seems to have him blocked and doesn't want ANY contact to tons of strangers via name and her picture very likely without consent. And he keeps mentioning her over 50 times in this later and saying even while he kills himself he will think about her. Then also later blames her in his letter saying she is basically to blame that he will kill himself and OH if she only came back to him 2022-2023 but "she didn't have 10 minutes for him to save his life!" All the while also stressing to contact her about this. This is extremely weird and abusive. He is probably a stalker and is trying to manipulate/hurt her with this.

The mods should take this down.

Yeah, when you put it like that, you right, I'm having a slow brain day

 

[Anonperson1]

You come across as an immature, childish narcissist who's trying to hurt women in your life mentally by pulling a 'LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO' stunt.
I'd report you to the police, and I did look for an email to no joy, but to be honest, I don't think you will go through with it, and even if you did, at least you won't be around any more to hurt them.
If you fixed your head, developed healthy thought patterns and embraced your latent homosexuality (comon man, you're into high-school girl drama with your writing), then you could probably have a decent life; you're in shape, and not bad looking.

 

[Sunshine]

You come across as an immature, childish narcissist who's trying to hurt women in your life mentally by pulling a 'LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO' stunt.
I'd report you to the police, and I did look for an email to no joy, but to be honest, I don't think you will go through with it, and even if you did, at least you won't be around any more to hurt them.
If you fixed your head, developed healthy thought patterns and embraced your latent homosexuality (comon man, you're into high-school girl drama with your writing), then you could probably have a decent life; you're in shape, and not bad looking.

Unfortunately I have to agree. I understand that he is in pain, a lot of us are, but writing an insane letter like this and blaming or almost doxxing a woman who has you blocked like this is not the way....

 

[FallingGrace]

I may be too high for this conversation but Liv low key looks like Miranda Sings

 

[EvisceratedJester]

You come across as an immature, childish narcissist who's trying to hurt women in your life mentally by pulling a 'LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO' stunt.
I'd report you to the police, and I did look for an email to no joy, but to be honest, I don't think you will go through with it, and even if you did, at least you won't be around any more to hurt them.
If you fixed your head, developed healthy thought patterns and embraced your latent homosexuality (comon man, you're into high-school girl drama with your writing), then you could probably have a decent life; you're in shape, and not bad looking.

Agreed. I thought it was just me at first.

OP, I'd recommend maybe not sharing a note that talks about one particular person so much with a group of online strangers. I'd also advise you to mention her less, too. It comes off as though you are obsessed with her and are blaming her for your suicide. At the end of the day, whether or not you decide to commit suicide is up to you. It's your decision. If she ever ends up finding out about this note she is going to become extremely traumatized...

 

[Abyssal]

This feels icky. I get wanting to share info in your death, but this sounds more like a post to a middle schoolers group chat. Who are these people? Why are you telling us about them?

I'll be honest with you, you should probably delete this note and write something more sasu related before it's too late.

I don't think you will go through with it

I once thought the same and was proven wrong. This post runs me the wrong way, but I think if they are willing to doxx themselves like this then I think we should recognize the willpower that takes. This is worded like a last fuck you to the world, one with no regret and no worry for the future.

 

[breezeboy]

Glad I saved his note.. I hope he's found peace.

 

[Sunshine]

Glad I saved his note.. I hope he's found peace.

He is not dead. He is still actively editing his file. The whole doc is an attempt to guilt-trip the woman who blocked him into talking to him again before he does it, while also doxxing parts of her identity and face to hundreds of internet strangers.

 

[Aim]

He is not dead. He is still actively editing his file. The whole doc is an attempt to guilt-trip the woman who blocked him into talking to him again before he does it, while also doxxing parts of her identity and face to hundreds of internet strangers.

How would she know when it's published here? Is she here to? it's a sad move if that's what he is doing! Anyhow! If he is gone. Rip he was obliviously suffering.

 

[Sunshine]

How would she know when it's published here? Is she here to? it's a sad move if that's what he is doing! Anyhow! If he is gone. Rip he was obliviously suffering.

Why do you say RIP? I just said he's not dead, he is actively editing the google doc, I just saw it happen 5 minutes ago. And the note is for "the future" and well as far as how would she know? He is like making it clear that he wants people to contact her about it in the note, wrote out Discord server, names and her face. All the while also stressing that it's basically her fault that he will die painfully and slowly because she didn't unblock him.

It really sounds narcissistic and manipulative.
I think mods thankfully removed the link from his posts or deleted.

 

[alwayssearching202]

How would she know when it's published here? Is she here to? it's a sad move if that's what he is doing! Anyhow! If he is gone. Rip he was obliviously suffering.

Because if he does go through with it his note will likely circulate through his family and friends. And as others have noted, he is violating her privacy by posting her photos and coming across as extremely manipulative. This isn't a case of lost love. This appears to be a case of someone setting boundaries or a young person moving on from a relationship and the OP unable to accept that and wanting to scar her for life by blaming his decision to end his life on her decision to distance herself and that is not fair, at all.

 

[Aim]

Why do you say RIP? I just said he's not dead, he is actively editing the google doc, I just saw it happen 5 minutes ago. And the note is for "the future" and well as far as how would she know? He is like making it clear that he wants people to contact her about it in the note, wrote out Discord server, names and her face. All the while also stressing that it's basically her fault that he will die painfully and slowly because she didn't unblock him.

It really sounds narcissistic and manipulative.
I think mods thankfully removed the link from his posts or deleted.

Aha! Okay! I get it then. yepp thats childish! Op isn't it better to leave with a pure heart