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[porfin1234]

Hi

So I'm trying to figure out the best method for me. I am considering trying to jump off mountains where I live but I'm so terrified of heights. I don't know if I'm smart or strong enough to manage hanging. I'm really desperate. My life is just falling apart all around me because I make horrible decisions. I just want to be done. And considering SN but I haven't seen enough to prove it works. I'm at my wits end. Maybe it'll get bad enough I just jump off the mountains but so scared.

 

[ARW3N]

This is the problem with CTB which should really be as simple as snapping your fingers. The pro-lifers and do-gooders have taken away all the painless methods of exiting the world. There was a time when you could shrug off the woes of life by gassing yourself in an oven or overdosing on pentobarbital.

 

[fightingsioux]

Hi

So I'm trying to figure out the best method for me. I am considering trying to jump off mountains where I live but I'm so terrified of heights. I don't know if I'm smart or strong enough to manage hanging. I'm really desperate. My life is just falling apart all around me because I make horrible decisions. I just want to be done. And considering SN but I haven't seen enough to prove it works. I'm at my wits end. Maybe it'll get bad enough I just jump off the mountains but so scared.

P.--

You say you've decided to kill yourself
because your life is falling apart
because you make horrible decisions.

Just think about that for a minute.

Take a deep breath, calm down. One of the good things about suicide is that there's no expiration date, it doesn't go bad on the shelf, you can tuck it away in a handy place and pull it out whenever you need it. Don't rush.

Lots of kind and compassionate folks here. Find some people on the board about your own age. PM them. Tell them what's going on.
If it turns out that suicide is really the best thing for you, then so be it.

 

[ARW3N]

P.--

You say you've decided to kill yourself
because your life is falling apart
because you make horrible decisions.

Just think about that for a minute.

Take a deep breath, calm down. One of the good things about suicide is that there's no expiration date, it doesn't go bad on the shelf, you can tuck it away in a handy place and pull it out whenever you need it. Don't rush.

Lots of kind and compassionate folks here. Find some people on the board about your own age. PM them. Tell them what's going on.
If it turns out that suicide is really the best thing for you, then so be it.

Suicide has no expiration date. Love that expression.