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[HelpPlease]

I pray to not wake up

 

[silentsinger]

I feel the same except for the drugs part. If you want help in terms of that you want treatment, I would strongly suggest going to the hospital again because they should be treating your pain (although I don't know myself what is the cause of your pain).

 

[HelpPlease]

Treat me with drugs??? The thing is- my head is so fried - all drugs don't do shit to me. Literally don't feel it except just get more cloudy and confused. I'm not exaggerating. I have destroyed my brain. Brain is important!!! Can't live without it
I have brain damage severe

 

[silentsinger]

I'm sorry. I get treatment for my pain and yes, it does mess with my head a lot but it helps me be more comfortable than i would have been otherwise. I'm sorry for not being much help.

 

[JoeFailure]

I'd like to help, I just don't know how.

 

[HelpPlease]

I guess I did this to myself. But no one - NO one - deserves this!!!! It is horrendous. Pain and suffering. I feel like someone poured milkshake and acid into my brain

 

[spanishguy22]

I guess I did this to myself. But no one - NO one - deserves this!!!! It is horrendous. Pain and suffering. I feel like someone poured milkshake and acid into my brain

what caused your damage? did you overdose? if it was a prescribed dose of a drug its not your fault, some meds are poison. sorry

 

[HelpPlease]

Lots was prescribed and lots wasn't. I became an addict. I take all kinds of shit like a fool.

 

[spanishguy22]

Lots was prescribed and lots wasn't. I became an addict. I take all kinds of shit like a fool.

maybe ure experiencing withdrawal symptons and u need medical help in that case

 

[HelpPlease]

There is no medical help anywhere on the planet for me

 

[silentsinger]

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Same here but they still help....do u mean mentally instead of physically?

 

[SomebodyBroken]

There is no medical help anywhere on the planet for me

there is. morphine in high doses. or what exactly do you mean?

 

[HelpPlease]

My brain can't process opiates
Brain is fried
I am so sick I take all kinds of harmful drugs nonstop just whatever is around no reason to brain is fried!!!

 

[pane]

HelpPlease, at the risk of appearing cruelly indifferent to your suffering you keep asking for help right this moment but what can any of us actually do for you over the internet? If you're experiencing an overwhelming emotional/physical crisis or you're in extreme pain right now you need to call your doctor or call 911 or have someone take you to the emergency room of your local hospital if that's possible.

All that any of us can do is offer support and encouragement to you on this thread. I'll likely get criticism for this although I think my response is evenhanded.

 

[HelpPlease]

I know I'm sorry I'm just screaming out in anguish I'm sorry I know you're right

 

[pane]

I know I'm sorry I'm just screaming out in anguish I'm sorry I know you're right

There's no need to apologize for your suffering. If you're in immediate distress right this moment I want you to get help for yourself.

 

[HelpPlease]

There is no help!!! I've been to ER many times. They don't help much at all

 

[pane]

There is no help!!! I've been to ER many times. They don't help much at all

I'm not sure what else to say then. Do you have any friends/family members whom you could call to stay with you or stay at their place for awhile? You said you've been to the ER many times and they don't help you but if you're in extreme physical pain at this moment I imagine they'd have to do something for you. Perhaps you could go to the ER and ask to stay overnight for observation or ask them to get you into an in-patient treatment facility in your area?

 

[HelpPlease]

I've tried all that. They would not admit me.

 

[pane]

I've tried all that. They would not admit me.

I'm sorry. I don't have anything further to suggest.

 

[HelpPlease]

I know I'm sorry

 

[JadedGray]

I'm sorry you're suffering so much.

 

[Soul]

You say the ER doesn't help you much, but it sounds like even a little help would be some relief, wouldn't it?
We want to help you, but ... Are you on a computer where you can download stuff? If you can, we can point out what you could read to learn details about methods of ctb if that's what you want?