Help

[HelpPlease]

Someone please help me

 

[Xena]

Here for you, friend

 

[HelpPlease]

I am desperate

 

[IronTusk]

How can we help

 

[Kikoo Loool]

You're not alone. Tell us your story.

 

[IronTusk]

I am desperate

You said you want others to send you N. Just email the guy

 

[silentsinger]

Here to listen to you.

 

[HelpPlease]

I have brain damage from drugs I am a vegetable. I am suffering!!!!!!! Akathisia and TD from drugs I am really suffering really really struggling. I hate life

 

[silentsinger]

I have brain damage from drugs I am a vegetable. I am suffering!!!!!!! Akathisia and TD from drugs I am really suffering really really struggling. I hate life

It's ok to say exactly how you feel. That's what this forum is for. We're listening and we're here for you.

 

[HelpPlease]

I have to ctb Bc I am brain damaged!!!!!!

 

[silentsinger]

I have to ctb Bc I am brain damaged!!!!!!

It's not my place to tell you whether or not you should do it, I don't know your circumstances. I just think you shouldn't feel like you HAVE to do it, only if you actually want to. Please don't feel like you should have to do anything unless it is what you really want.

 

[IronTusk]

Im sorry you feel like shit. You should try to make the best of it. If not id invest in N. Ive experienced some of your symptoms before. Just awful

 

[HelpPlease]

I am suffering
Someone help me

 

[Macc Lad]

I am suffering
Someone help me

they are helping you?

 

[HelpPlease]

No I am suffering

 

[pole]

they are helping you?

Isn't thinking straight. Probably is going through alot or something really is wrong which is disallowing him from just thinking straight and easing his pain.

Sucks when you really genuinly can't do anything at all. Seems as if when i read what he posts, hes literally screaming for help and i could feel the emotion just by reading it through a screen. Really can't do anything but talk, and talking only goes so far sadly.

 

[AngelGirl]

what meds? you should talk to your doctor about that. seems like the meds you are taking are not helping.

 

[HelpPlease]

No I am suffering!!!!! Brain fried by drugs I am very very sick

 

[spanishguy22]

I'm sorry... Idk how to help

 

[HelpPlease]

Been to hospital 5 times
Message me I need help

 

[IronTusk]

Are you feeling any better?

 

[HelpPlease]

Not really. Distraught. Mom had surgery. I am a wreck.

 

[Bebophunny]

Im sorry you feel like shit. You should try to make the best of it. If not id invest in N. Ive experienced some of your symptoms before. Just awful

What does N stand for?

 

[pane]

What does N stand for?

"N" stands for Nembutal, currently the "holy grail" of suicide drugs. Do a search here on the forum using that word. You'll find an enormous amount of information about it.

 

[HelpPlease]

I fucked up so so so bad

 

[JoeFailure]

How can we help? I'm sorry things are so awful for you right now.

 

[HelpPlease]

My brain has been fried in my head. I can't function I am in severe pain
I can hardly walk I am suffering

 

[silentsinger]

My brain has been fried in my head. I can't function I am in severe pain
I can hardly walk I am suffering

I really feel for you. Physical pain really takes its toll on the emotions too and completely ruins the world. Please say what you need.

 

[HelpPlease]

I need to be put out of this misery!!!! I am in severe pain and my head has been destroyed by drugs. I am ruined and I need to be put down. We wouldn't let an animal suffer in extreme pain why should I have to???!! This is not right!!! This was my fault but I had no idea this would be my fate. I am trapped in this body with a shit brain.

 

[Alchemist]

What does N stand for?

It's sodic pentobarbital, it goes by many names, but it's the stuff vets use to put down pets. It tastes like ass, but drink enough of it and you'll fall sleep forever.