Venting Help

[hopeless08]

Today I'm in so much pain I'm catatonic- like.Everyday is excruciating but I somehow go see my mom, who I'm living with, and fake a smile try so hard to conceal my pain which.Today though I can't fake at all there's this humongous knot in my chest, it hurts so bad. I just want to go now. I beg the universe or higher power or whatever there is to let me go and end my pain. I don't even

 

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[FuneralCry]

It's really cruel how people cannot just choose to die in peace despite the fact that there is so much suffering in this world, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for as it sounds so horrible what you are going through.

 

[hopeless08]

Thank you for the support. It truly infuriated me that we have to stay in this horrible, painful existence. I can't take anymore and don't know what to do.
Have you ever heard of someone ctb
With fentanyl?