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Wheresthe exit

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I'm a newbie and this is my first post. I'm 81 and in poor health with mobility issues and a charming mental disorder call f dysthymia. I made a lame attempt a year ago by taking 28 five mlg of Ambien which made me sleep for 24 hours. My second attempt was 2 montys ago. I took 90 mlg of opiods and 10 mlg of Zanax at 6:30 A M. My daughter found me and called an ambulance. I was out of it and told her what I'd done and spent 8 days in a behavioral clinic. I am determined to make my third try successfull by ingesting 50 grams of Sodium Nitrate and I have questions. How long does it take to work. How does it make you feel? What is the success rate? Can a medical professional look at my body and tell that I took that. In event of a failed attempt are there any health issues? I apologize for the wordiness of my post and all the questions but it feels good to be able to discuss my feelings. Thanks for listening to 2timeloser
 
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aGoodDayToDie

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Sodium nitrate won't kill you. You're looking for sodium nitrite
 
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As the above poster stated you'll be looking for Sodium Nitrite. 50g is definitely going to be fatal. I believe it takes around an hour total but that's if you've followed a proper regimen. If you're interested in my personal regimen I will send it via PM.

You will feel a bit anxious and your heart will beat fast before a loss of consciousness, at that point it's just a matter of time till you pass away.

You'll need antiemetics as SN is extremely toxic and the body will reject an ingestion, you will vomit more than likely.

With 50mg you'll prepare 2 solutions of the SN each will be 50-100ml of water with 25g of SN. It will be extremely salty.

If you want a more in-depth explanation I'm more than willing to share via 'Private Message'.

Good luck OP, best wishes.
 
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Wheresthe exit

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As the above poster stated you'll be looking for Sodium Nitrite. 50g is definitely going to be fatal. I believe it takes around an hour total but that's if you've followed a proper regimen. If you're interested in my personal regimen I will send it via PM.

You will feel a bit anxious and your heart will beat fast before a loss of consciousness, at that point it's just a matter of time till you pass away.

You'll need antiemetics as SN is extremely toxic and the body will reject an ingestion, you will vomit more than likely.

With 50mg you'll prepare 2 solutions of the SN each will be 50-100ml of water with 25g of SN. It will be extremely salty.

If you want a more in-depth explanation I'm more than willing to share via 'Private Message'.

Good luck OP, best wishes.
I'm interested as traps. Please Pm me the details. Where can I get Sodium Nitrite? Thanks for responding.
 
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I'm interested as traps. Please Pm me the details. Where can I get Sodium Nitrite? Thanks for responding.
I believe that you will need to follow me in order to receive a private message.
I'm interested as traps. Please Pm me the details. Where can I get Sodium Nitrite? Thanks for responding.
May need to message me first sorry, idk why it's not working.
 
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Misfit72

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I'm a newbie and this is my first post. I'm 81 and in poor health with mobility issues and a charming mental disorder call f dysthymia.
I'd never heard of that, but sorry you have it. It's unusual to find someone of your age here, but welcome - I thought I was old, which by Sanctioned Suicide standards I suppose I am, having just turned 50, and eligible to join Exit International.

where can I find it?

Not easy, as the anti-choice police are out in force, which is why I don't consider it as an option - https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/what-is-sodium-nitrite This article suggests the guy selling it has been on here - https://nationalpost.com/news/canada/peel-regional-police-investigation-suicide-drugs

I might as well try and get hold of a firearm, which is just as difficult in the UK, short of pretending I want to use SN to cure meat.
 
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Wheresthe exit

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I never dreamed ctb could be so damned complicated and hard. According to the news the city streets are awash with fent but I can't find 3 mlg. I want to go peacefully but I'm about to give up on that. I ordered SN twice but they wanted a federal id number and proof of legitimate business. What the hell can I try next?
 

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