I'm writing this blog in the middle of the night, where thoughts and reality become clearer. I would suddenly disappear without leaving any trace, sometimes I despise myself because I don't have the courage to end it but every day the way forward seems clearer and clearer. I need someone to give me courage to face my decision to go on a wonderful journey that will be beyond life. but if I told all this to the people I know they would tell me I'm crazy and that I shouldn't think about these things. But they don't know it, they don't understand it, they don't know that between life and death there is a thin line.
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soontobedone
Leave blank
- Feb 27, 2023
- 314
I too wish someone could say the right words that give me the courage to ctb. But no one here can do that for us. It has to be a self made decision.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,704
I think that many people who went through with ctb very likely just got so determined to leave and this gave them the courage, I envy those people. Suicide certainly is so unnecessarily difficult in this world but anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for.
Leaving this world is such a difficult task. You have to make this decision completely on your own, have a look in the Suicide Resource Compilation, there you find recommended methods.
I wish you all the best!
I wish you all the best!
