First of all, lose my level of English... Google translate... I've had an attempt that didn't go well... Maybe too hasty... I've decided on the SN method, I'm prepared for CTB, but I want to stay as intact as possible... in Europe to get this type of product, it is restricted to professionals only, and although I can become autonomous in the branch, this would take me a while that I am not willing to put up with, my deadline is this Christmas, no specific day, but I don't want to take it further, so if someone can help me get the SN, I will be eternally grateful, for sure 
. I have about 150mg of diazepam saved, and if necessary, I would get antiemetics, but I think that with a double dose of 50g it won't be necessary. I know it's my first post, but I've been reading everyone anonymously for some time... and luckily there are these communities that can come to understand that someone rationally, and without associated mental priboems, can make this decision. In my case, I've been fighting to get ahead for several years (around 20), but I'm completely exhausted, I don't want to fight anymore. In case any kind soul can help, my country is Spain
. I have about 150mg of diazepam saved, and if necessary, I would get antiemetics, but I think that with a double dose of 50g it won't be necessary. I know it's my first post, but I've been reading everyone anonymously for some time... and luckily there are these communities that can come to understand that someone rationally, and without associated mental priboems, can make this decision. In my case, I've been fighting to get ahead for several years (around 20), but I'm completely exhausted, I don't want to fight anymore. In case any kind soul can help, my country is Spain
