help pls need to take sn tonight

[maggot666]

I have 50g of sn I need to leave as soon as my phone is charged if I take water in bottle I have 50g of sn I want to just do it in some field now I'm fucked I'm ready for this sorry I'm a bit drunk to build myself up

 

[Lady black]

Good luck and i hope you find your peace

 

[Blutsager]

My friend,

I am sorry to hear that you are in such suffering that you wanna leave, in such a hurry,

But I am concerned about that rush. Rushed plans will always fail, and this will be no different.

To begin with, you mention you are drunk, this is already bad: fasting is important, it clears your stomach and reduces the chances of puking. A body poisoned with alcohol I bet will have a harder time controlling that desire to puke.

To the bare minium, you should have 8 hours of pure fasting, perhaps only with a lil bit of water if you are too thirsty. Also, your dose of SN is absurd: you may think why not go for an overkill, but excessive ammounts of SN will be actually counterproductive: radically increasing the chances of puking. Furthermore, it's just gonna be inedible, I assure you, you ain't gonna swallow so much SN on water, no matter how much you try. Typical amounts of SN go for 20 to 30 grams.

Beyond this, the only chemical you do need is SN, yes, but anti-emetics are nigh-essential. They reduce the chances of puking drastically, and thus increase the chances of success.

My friend, stop. You are rushing things up. This is your most important plan that you shall ever commit to in your life. Do make it count.

 

[Living sucks]

Firstly DO NOT take 50g SN, it can backfire as in immediate vomiting and failure.
Have you fasted? Any food in the stomach will slow absorption making it a much longer process ie more painful, longer time to go unconscious hence you may call for help and end up in s psych ward.

 

[maggot666]

I need to go tonight I have no option

 

[I’mDone]

Please think about this. As already said, alcohol is likely to increase your chance of vomiting. Please don't rush into it unprepared.

 

[LMLN]

I'm so sorry you are considering such things. You will be missed. Just make sure this is what you really want. We are here to talk whatever you decide.

 

[maggot666]

I have no where to go I'm going to score some crack then mix the sn in a bottle of water
I
I have no other option I am basicly homeless I miss my ex so much it is killing me anyway

 

[Shero]

I can't understand how you feel, but let me say this.
It could backfire if you only act on pure impulse by consuming sn with alcohol intus, especially because there is no other information regarding fasting, anticids or antiemetics.
If you really think thats the only way out, in my opinion i would think this through when you can act accordingly.

You already suffer enough, don't make it unnecessary.

 

[Walilamdzi]

People usually recommend not drinking in case that causes you to vomit. Also why going to a field? Someone might see you in the open.

 

[nomorefight]

good luck

 

[BPD Barbie]

I have no where to go I'm going to score some crack then mix the sn in a bottle of water
I
I have no other option I am basicly homeless I miss my ex so much it is killing me anyway

Love, are there no homeless charities or shelters you can contact? Any friends or family? I know you're hurting, I really understand that, but try and think about things clearly. Is tonight really the night? You've had something to drink, the chances of failing are high already, maybe wait until tomorrow until your head feels clearer. Ctb isn't going anywhere, it'll still be there.

 

[maggot666]

I have nowhere else to do it besides its dark and I live in the middle of nowhere

 

[Whale_bones]

I have no where to go I'm going to score some crack then mix the sn in a bottle of water
I
I have no other option I am basicly homeless I miss my ex so much it is killing me anyway

I'm so sorry you're enduring this, I understand the feeling of panic. Being homeless can be one of the worst situations to be in especially as a solo female, it's not safe in most places.

If you don't have any safe friends or relatives to stay with, there have been places opened up for temporary shelter because of the pandemic that may be a lot safer than the average shelter. You could look on a search engine to see if that's an option in your area.

 

[Living sucks]

It might be safer in your car? Are you in a car or walking? Call a friend to stay with?

 

[Brackenshire]

Check.out a shelter or maybe a church run womens shelter

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I know you feel desperate but it's not going to help you if you survive and with an even worse situation. Which seems likely if you have been drinking and not fasted and prepared. I hope you have some options available to you like a hostel or someone you can call to stay with. I know it's not ideal and I hear your desperation, I just hope you can get through this bit to make a less impulsive choice.

 

[maggot666]

I dunno I'm waiting for my phone to charge then gonna go score crack then go in some field

 

[Living sucks]

I dunno I'm waiting for my phone to charge then gonna go score crack then go in some field

You're obviously somewhere where you can charge your phone.. why can't you stay there? And why crack? This is definitely not something to mix with SN, no one knows the reaction that may cause.

 

[leapyourbar]

I've been thinking about you since last night. Are you ok?

 

[yetme]

I have 50g of sn I need to leave as soon as my phone is charged if I take water in bottle I have 50g of sn I want to just do it in some field now I'm fucked I'm ready for this sorry I'm a bit drunk to build myself up

Hi! we chatted online a while ago. it's better to dissolve 20g of SN (1 full tablespoon) in 50-100ml of water, since it is too salty and can cause you to vomit. 50ml of water you take in a gulp basically and don't feel the taste.

 

[Meowkin]

Sometimes when we don't have a lot going for us, we need a lot of luck. I wish you lots of luck. I hope it works for you. Be at peace. I'm truly sorry about the situation you're facing.

 

[Brackenshire]

Whatever you chose to do i wish for you peace