help please

[cluckcluckgoose]

I can't go on living anymore like this, but I am far too cowardly to harm myself severely enough to cause potential death. I am quite desperate at this point to be completely honest. I wish like hell that this was Belgium, where euthanasia is somewhat possible for people suffering through incurable illness. People should NOT have to inflict even more harm upon themselves in order to escape their hellish situations. Doctors have failed me, and my therapy experience was a joke. I feel as if my body is fighting against me daily. I am constantly in pain, I never have a single ounce of energy, I can't stand being around anyone, I have distanced myself from basically everyone I was once close with. I need to find a method in which I am brave enough to go through with, that has a high success rate, and preferably as pain-free as possible. Our health system here in the United States is cruel in that they would rather half-ass treat someone and watch as they suffer indefinitely through a chronic illness, rather than use prescription drugs that already exist (and are used in lethal injection scenarios), in higher doses, to put someone permanently asleep within a few minutes. Any help, guidance, suggestions would be so very appreciated... Thanks

 

[lazzaro]

Hi Cluckcluckgoose, I'm very sorry to hear what you are saying. There's a book about methods which is called "the peaceful pill"; generally on this site sodium nitrite is the most counseled method. I'm also taking psycho pills and doing talk therapy, if you want we can talk about it

 

[FuneralCry]

All that anyone can do is look at the resources section and decide what is best for themselves. What is the best method depends on what is able to be accessed. Suicide really should not be so complicated. I agree that it's so cruel how the society denies people the option of euthanasia. I'm sorry that you suffer so unbearably, I hope that you find freedom from what you are going through as no one should have to endure so much pain.

 

[Judy Garland]

I am so sorry life has brought you to this point. I too am suffering. Like FuneralCry said, you can look in the resources section to decide what fits you. I know life is hard. Life is painful every second, and I'm tired too. I have my method and I could take it right now, but something is keeping me scared. Fear of feeling sick before I die, fear that this hell won't end, so many fears. It's frustrating. I just want it all to stop, I want to flip a switch and be done with this earth. I hope you find the answers which you seek. I hope you find peace.

 

[cluckcluckgoose]

Is there a "resources" section of this site I am overlooking somewhere?